Again I fid myself here in the small hours of the morning with nothing to do but either sleep or surf muh interwebs.

Nothing tooo new in my life lately, classes start October 17th. Bleh. Court on october 24th with my mother to get my possessions back from her. Hearing on november 7th about child support for me (Wtf, im 17...?).

So, Im now unemployed, which is fun to joke about when you aren't actually unemployed. But whatever, I have school starting on october 17th so it is no biggie for now. My hinderance seems to be on lack of cash for games, And lets face it, if tat is my biggest concern, I am not doing tooo badly. It isn't like I am totally broke, I am going to be able to make all the payments I need to make until may sometime. Collage is paid for, Car is paid for, Computer is being built as I type this.

SO, That said. I am not really entirely sure what I want to do with my life right now. My previous ambition is being a Forensic scientist. But is that really what I want to do? I have no Idea. I am leaning towards trying to secure a job within the gaming industry, I would love to be a gaming journalist more than anything. I know atleast two people who have recently sucured positions in it and I would love to follow them. But I don't know really.

My life is blurred to me right now, so many things are happening. And on top of it all, I have a new girlfriend. Her name is vanesa, she is 17, 5'6", brunette, egyption decent. We started talking one day and it just clicked. Hopefully she just takes my mind off of Danielle. I am not looking for anyone long term, but it is nice to have someone to talk to about things sometimes. If any of you can understand.

Anyway, I better get to bed. Please ascuse my incoherance of thoughts, as it is very late, and I am very tired. Until next time...

Rayy.