Ok people. I'm making this topic, then I shall check on it tomorrow morning.

I
have just walked back from the club with a very good female friend of
mine. The conversation between us was very deep, and very emotional. In
a nutshell, I have been feeling quite depressed lately, and needed to
talk to someone about it.

So, we walked and we talked, and we
went into numerous personal details about my life which I am not
prepared to share on a public forum. We reached the conclusion that I
do not know who I reallly am. I agree with her. There has been a lot of
confusion in my past, and as a consequence, I don't think the person I
am now is who I truly am.

Going on her reccomendations, I have
decided that I need to "find myself", so to speak. It is going to be a
long, hard journey, but It needs to be done, otherwise I think I will
go mad. So if my posting seems a bit weird and/or infrequent, then you
will know why.

Take from life only what it gives you. She said that to me, and dammit, she's right.