CRY!!!!

I am having the worst day in the history of my life.It is absolutely freezing,I am sat here with nothing to do and another spare hour on my hands,a killer headache and the thought that it will be the early hours of the morning until I actually get into my bed.

And to add to all that I have a serious bout of homesickness on my hands.Now I think that is because my dad emailed me pics of them all dressed up fopr halloween and I just wish I was there with them all and yesterday was the anniversary of the death of my uncle(my mums bro) and it was the first time that I wasnt there and I know that she wasok because I spoke to her on the phone butiit still wasnt the same.#

And I knew that I would be in a pissy mood this week anyway because I spent the weekend with my mums best friends daughter,who sometimes I like and sometimes I dont and althoughshe was lovely and scarily jovial,she was with her boyfriend.HJer boyfriend who happens to kiss the ground that she walks on and they were all loved up and all that did was remind me how unbelieveably crappy it is to be single so that was that!!!!!!

And I am tired and I will get practically no sleep tonight and I have college ANDmy first day at work tomorrow !OH THE JOY!!!!!

So that is me in all my crappiness and I will probably come and spread some more depression on you all in a few days!!!

xoxox

I have stolen this from Kaitlyn because I was intrigued and I wanted to see how it turned out for me.

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE,

WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)

2. Put it on shuffle

3. Press play

4. For every question, type the song that's playing

5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...

Okay here are my results:

Opening Credits: The Time of my life - DJ Chuckster

Waking Up: We're all in this togther -High school musical *well I suppose everyone has to get up right so we can all do it togethert hehe*

First Day At School: Walk on Water - DJ Twocan *And this is supposed to make sense*

Falling In Love: Ruby - Kaiser Chiefs **shrugs shoulders**

Fight Song: Baby Boy - DJ Boonie *Maybe its because I always end up apologising even when I didnt do anything wrong*

Breaking Up: All or nothing - Westlife *With my love life it is more likely to be nothing*

Prom: Unsaveable - Faith Hill *That bad huh?*

Life: Aint no other man - Christina Aguilera *Im a man????hehe or maybe it should be more like aint no man at all hehe*

Mental Breakdown: Mandy - Westlife *Maybe someone call mandy will be the cause of my mental breakdown hehe*

Driving: Too little too late - Jojo *An omen?Is there going to be a car crash in my life heehe*

Flashback: How do I breathe? - Mario *yep,reminds me of the time when I laughed so much that I couldnt actually breathe and I passed out hehe*

Getting back together: Now your gone - DJ Boonie *Maybe not so much about getting back together*

Losing your virginity: Tell it to my heart - DJ Rankin*I am seriously starting to worry now hehe*

Wedding: I need a hero - DJ Pulse *Surely if I was getting married then I would have found my hero*

Birth of Child: LDN - Lily Allen *Maybe I will give birth in London......I am just going for anything here*

Final Battle: Would you save me - DJ Fleego *Owwwww I am gonna need saving*

Death Scene: Land of a thousand dances - Wilson Pickett #*Do you think that the land of a thousand dances could be heaven maybe?

Funeral Song: Heaven - DJ Sammy *I knew that I wouldnt go to hell hehe*

End Credits: Just an old boyfriend - DJ Boonie *I doubt that I would be worrying about an old boyfriend as Im DEAD!!*

kk so I think we have determined that according to all this I am going to have a weird life hehe

OMG I am so stressed that you can't believe.I spent nearly three hours last night doing english lit course4 work about Wuthering Heights(I know right,what rubbish)and I am still only halof way through it!!!

And this morning My IT started at 10:45,and when the teacher finally got there,we were in the class five minutes and then w could go.I mean seriously,I wasted and extra hour and a half in bed to come halfway across town to print of a few sheets and sit in the library bored out of my brains and ranting.

And my spanish teacher,who I have next,has decided that she is going to turn our one hour lesson into 1 hour 30 minutes,Oh the joy!! I mean there are only 4 of us anyway so it is practically one to one and my spanish is above a level standard and so is salvador(his mum is from chile so duh) so it isnt even really like we need the extra hour,for gods sake.

And my bank statement still hasn't come through yet so I dont know how much money I actually have and if the money for my flights has come out yet.I seriously hate it when the mail workers go on strike.In actual fact I hat it when any one goes on strike.

I am starving,but I can't get anything because although I have my purse,mI don't actually have any money in it,it is all on my window seal I mean how stupid am I?Money goes in the purse,one day I will remember that!!!!!

But on a good note,I have finally booked my flights to go back to spain for Xmas,I am there for three weeks ,inc.xmas day and new year and I dont even have to miss a day of college.I have already bought my dads Xmas prezzie ,it is the new Jeremy Clarkson Book which he has been going on about for months so hopefully that will shut him up for a while,I love him really!!!

Well,I think that is my rant for today and I still have half an hour until my spanish lesson,yippee!!!