Although I made my last blog post just yesterday, I felt I had to write a new one due to the fact that some sad events occurred.

First of all, as I already mentioned in yesterday's blog, my girlfriend split up with me. It's a complicated story. To make it short, the break-up was caused by two major things. One is my lack of veracity in that matter and the other is an intrigue that was led against us. It's terrible because I blame myself for all and I still love her and at the moment, it just really makes me sick. Literally. But, well, I am at a point where I have to realise I can't change it anymore, I'll just have to get over it. And her. Which is really sad because I don't want to get over her but have to because it really benumbs me thinking about her all the time.

Then, two lives around me have come to an end. Last week, my guinea pig died at the age of five. We don't know why exactly. But my sister and I assume that it was because of her fellow guinea pig's death a few months ago. That one had been old and died of cancer. From then on, the left guinea pig refused eating most of the time, lost a lot of weight and got weaker all the time. So, we guess she died of loneliness. My sister and I always wanted to buy a new mate for her but my mother forbid it. Evil person. -.-

Tomorrow morning we read in the local newspapers that a friend of our family has died in a car crash on Tuesday. Although didn't have a lot of contact with him in the last time, this is really sad. Not long ago, we used to fight together. You know, in the sporting way. While I am a dirty-learned-it-on-the-streets-fighter, he was a kick-boxer. He was way superior to me, at least a head bigger, older and more muscular. But he taught me how to properly punch and kick. It was funny, back then. He was 24.

Well, I just wanted to add this ... I'm way talkative. It always helps me, expressing my feelings. Also writing them here.