Time for my bi-monthly What-am-I-going-to-do-with-my-life? rant. Even though it's the middle of July I'm worried about school.

I think I've been in the wrong classes for the past two years, and this year I'm going to be taking Math, Biology, Law, American History, Religion, English, and one other thing which I don't remember and something else I haven't decided on.

I really want to be an actor, but seriously, what are the chances of that happening? I'm not even that good. I'm thinking I want to be a set designer or artistic director but I should be in an art class but it's too late for that. And now I'm torn between something in film or psychology or something else.

AND THEN THERE'S COLLEGE.

Up until now (honestly, like, right now.) I've avoided the subject and just pretended it doesn't exist. All I know is which one I won't go to (University of Western Ontario) because there is no way I'm staying in London.

This aptitude test was not alot of help, it just told me what I already know I want to do.

And on top of that, my mother is telling me that A) My brother is going to make more money in one year than I ever will in ten, and B) I'm never moving away ever ever ever (I'm paraphrasing). But honestly, I'm out of here right after high school.

I'm tired and clearly have no idea what I'm freaking talking about.

I ended up walking to the video store and on the way there I saw a man on his hands and knees in the middle of a garden. He was really skinny and had long, blond scraggly hair. Originally, I though he was throwing up, but as I got closer I realized he was actually pulling weeds (from across the street, he really did look like he was on his hands and knees throwing up in some ones garden). He sat back on his heals as I walked past. He looked exactly like Iggy Pop. So I look back again and think "Oh my God! Iggy Pop?!" It was uncanny, and made my walk worth while.

I, of course, got hopelessly lost. And it wasn't until I found my self at my old elementary school did I realize I had gone way out of my way and added almost 2 extra kilometers. I ended up getting there (eventually...). They had a sale on: 3 "Previously viewed" movies for 10 dollars. I got The Chumbscubber, Hannibal Rising (I liked it, okay?), and Dear Wendy.

I went to the grocery store and bought some lemons and frozen raspberries, to make raspberry lemonade with. In the frozen foods isle I started couging and could hardly stop until after I left the store. Which is worrying.

My feet are all blistered again. Shoes disagree with me.