Ok so now that I have let some of you in my world of fun. I have some more to share because I just want too 
. I am just a little shy when it comes to talking to someone that you like. You know what I mean right? That fuzzy sometimes itchy disturbing feeling.. I geuss thats the sign of your in love.. Well thats me in this case. I liked this guy for the longest time, I knew me and him could never be. Or thats what he thought but I thought diffirerent.
All my friends knew me of this funny crazy musical guy. The one who would make people smile well thats me! 
But to this guy that I was in love with thought of me of this very shy guy and just plain weird and not the good weird.. This was about that time I just came out and in my mind I thought it would be a piece of cake to get with any guy.. Boy was I in for a shocker. I just liked him so much, he was funny charming and cute. I confronted him about three months later after a date I think I had matured a little bit in the communication department. I had told him how I felt.. I expressed my feelings.. The answer he had given me was something that I just didn't expect.. I cried for hours sobbing, curled up in a ball on my bedlooking at my ceiling.
Later down the road, I pulled myself back together. I just knew me and him could never be. He just saw me as a friend and accepted that. I still like him even though I know he doesnt but people can dream right?
Questions..
1. Have you ever liked someone but knew it was never going to happen?
2. If you ever got with the person of your dreams and didnt work out at the end do you think you two would still be friends?
3. Have you ever told the person you liked, your feelings about them. And what was her or his response?
4. Did you ever have embarrassing experiences with the person you liked? ( Like trying to get them to notice to you but it completly fails at the end..)
5. If you saw the person you liked with someone else what would your first reaction be?
6. When do you know your in love, do you get any sensation of any kind? lol