I just realised hw sadist i am =.=

i am such a big meanie. when my friend fell down from her bike and was bleeding all over i was like laughing at her. but after she cried i was like, shoot. And as i was watching this local drama seres (and trust me, they are VERY dramatic) my fav actor was like rescuing this girl of his dream and he got seriously and badly hurt, i kept laughing. i have no idea why i did, but i just did.

Last example, is a forum. when someone was writing about a fanfic for some kids show, she was like blood, boy hitting a girl, sudden confession of love, i was like "Bleeding? hitting girls? Wow, i find it exciting but isnt it a little scary for kids" and i just found out i called it exciting.

I am such a sadist T_T