s0 what if i g0 2 my exams...+d0nt write anything...d0nt say a thing...even th0ugh i kn0w them?

ull get held back again ull say...

s0 what?

u have 2 finish sch0ol 0r u w0nt get a j0b u say..

s0 what?

u w0nt have m0ney u say...

s0 what?

ure a failure u say...why ure d0ing this?why cant u d0 what u have t0?u say...

i f0rce a weird smile..n0t really cuz its actually funny...

u need that paper your highsch0ol dipl0ma...

-sigh- here we g0 again..but i d0nt say that l0ud..

s0 what?? ...

s0 what if get up trash everything start screaming and then sit right back like n0thing happened..?

what will that mean?what will happen?what will change?

maybe it didnt even happen...maybe u imagine it all...

are u crazy? u ask...

s0 what if i am?

n0w u think im f@cking with u..but im n0t..

d0nt u wanna b happy?u ask..d0nt f@ck up your life..u w0nt achive anythiing like that!!!!

then...i l0ok u straigh in the eyes...

S0 WHAT?

i w0nt b happy?me?0r them...mum and dad...s0ciety..teachers..shrinks..c0ps..the system?

h0w can u c0unt my happines like that?

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u kn0w...ppl think im quiting sch0ol cuz im just b0red 2 study..

never tried 2 explain..i didnt th0ught they w0uld undestan....0r that it w0uld change anything..

yesterday i started crying just staring at my maths b0ok...

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i was thinking...n0thing that we d0 really has an inpact in the w0rld...maybe 2 s0me ppl u will say..

but even they d0nt have an impact in the w0rld...s0 n0thing u d0 actually means anything..

u cant even kn0w f0r sure if u did s0mething cuz..in reality..if.think ab0ut it..its like it never happened..

just s0me th0ughts.......