I think for the last time I'm gonna be doing a blog on here.

I don't think it will come as a surprise for many, I haven't been on that much lately, I haven't posted on Supernatural forums in months and haven't been really in CSI:NY forum either and well I don't know if I want to any more. Just lately I've been really busy with everything, life, college, family, etc and it's just had it's toll on me. I've started to really change in the last few months and I'm not sure if I'm liking how it's going. I need to clear my head and get all my stuff sorted out.

I wanted to take the time to just say that I've met some absolutely amazing people thanks to this place, I've travelled hundred of miles to meet up with some and others that I will visit, cause I will keep in contact with people I want to keep in touch with. I'm truly grateful for the people I've gotten to know here and to call them my friends. I will check in every so often, if anyone wants to contact me outside of here just PM me, cause I'll check my PM for next few days but I think after a week or two I'll be gone.

I don't think there is much more I can say so I'm not gonna try.
Thanks again for those who have made my two years here a great time.
Take care always,
Sparky

Well hello to you's all reading this!!

It's been over four months since I posted a blog on here! Yeah let's just say that last four months have been very eventful, some awesome highs and some really bad lows but I think I'm finally starting to get my self and life back on track. This may be long so skip if you wish to!!

Okay so I started back college for my final year in September and well the lecturers were not long in dishing out the college work for us! So college was flat out from September until I finished my exams on wednesday! But I'm off for another four weeks!! *snoopy dance*

However at end of September I went on my holidays, went screw college and went on a holiday to the lovely Orlando, Florida! The place was absolutely brilliant! Had the best time of my life that entire week, was at Disney and just hung out with my friends in the hotel. The weekend there was completely unbelievable, never thought i could enjoy myself as much as I did. I can't wait to go back to it in the next few years!!

That has been it really for me in the last few months, with college and just working at weekends I haven't had a chance to do anything outside it so these next four weeks are catching up time on all my interests!!

Christmas on Thursday!! Woohoo!! Can't wait for it, my most favourite time of the year, along with my birthday! Haven't a clue on what my parents are getting me though. I gave them the list they asked for, with books, CD's and DVD's that i wanted, so I'll be getting few of them and prob clothes as well!!

Well that is it from me, just said I would update for those interested.
Merry Christmas to everyone, or whatever festive celebration it is for you and all best in 09
Sparky!!

Sorry havent been in touch with anyone on here past while! Life has been really really crazy and unfair to me and my family!

Over last few weeks I've been struggling with some of my own problems and demons and things have been really hard for me and I've been putting lots of pressure on my parents and my brothers. Ive been doing things i dont normally do just to be a different person. Dunno why put i have. So im trying to figure out what is going on with me.

ALso its been really hard for us in my family last two weeks as my granny was placed in hospital for heart problems, her heart was racing too fast and thought she was going to have a stroke! Now im really really close to my gran and this really shook me and i nearly broke down when told that she was placed into intensive care and if her heart races again chacnes are she will have a stoke or heart attack and most likely die as a result.

Then after my gran got released, my aunt collapsed at home and was taking into hospital, were she was told that she has a black spot on her lung and thought it was TB. Luckly it was ruled out but are still doing tests to find out exactly what it is, they are doing tests for cancer on her.

Then this morning to top off our bad luck we received a visitor to our front door, to tell us that my uncle has dropped dead early this morning at home. Now im not that close to my uncle but my dad and my brother was and they are in bits at moment, so im trying to help out round the house anyway i can. I didnt know what to do so i dunno why i decided to tell you's this but i t just helped me release some of the feelings and energy i have been feeling over last few weeks and what im feeling now.

I prob wont be around again for a while! I wish this blog could be a cheerful one but to be honest nothing has happened recently for me to celebrate over!

Talk to you's soon
Sparky