Firstly , The OC which i must say is back with a vengence ..that is wot E4 keep telling me anyway secondly theres ER ..oh my that was unmissable but i have questions but i leave that fir the actual site.
Theres also the unmissable Despersate Housewives oooo lol so that is all good and keeping me Busy !!
Next i now have myspace so if your lucky enough to also have it please tell me so you can add me.. i have like 9 friends so i am totally looking forward to meeting new people.
Anyway i hope ya have a grand January be back in a month to keep you posted....
Love ya all xxxx
*Hugs for everyone *
Wow hello everyone.
I have had quite an eventful week never find a month.
I finally been able to watch the Scrubs season 5 finale. And i am oddly disappointed because i expected so much more. But it has a lot more set up for the next series so i guess that is good! But also it was stil really funny. Lol my best bit is when the truck of Jack's gifts in the car Rofl !
PLus this week on Wednesday the finale of Desperate Housewives is shown from series 2. I know i am way behind on the whole episode thing but what ya gonna do ? So i finally have the privialge to watch it YAY !
I have also watched the first 6 episodes of Lost season 3 so i am exceptionally happy. Is anyone else confused by the happinging with the others ???
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Well as i said in my Blog name i have been following my way of life exactly as people tell me to. And for once i am sick of it. I am sick of my parents trying to make me into someone i am not. The point is that they are tying so hard to make me into something they wanted to be there missing that this is my life.
And that is what my name means !
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Question :-
If you made a choice and you would never go back on that choice. But unfortunalty other people get hurt ! Would you go back on the choice ?
The reason i am wondering is that in my life i made a choice adn some of my friends got hurt by it. I didnt intend it to happen. And i know that fighting over a guy hurts people. I didnt choose thi to happen. So why am i being punished for it ? I just wanted to know what you thought !! Please answer !! 
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Plus school finishes in exaclty 4 days so i am over the moon. And i am going on holiday next saturday so i am sorry i wont be here for christmas. So i wish you the best christmas ever.
And i thought i would deocrate my blog with christmas stuff so here ....
Have a great Christmas
Love Fab x
Hello everyone,
I would like to thank you firstly for taking the time to just read this blog. That small thing means a lot to me. I never thought i would have to apologise for who i am. I have always followed the rule that people should never apologise for who they are. Whether they are a murderer or the kind lady across the road who has been attacked several times.
Being who you are is something no one can ever take away from you. But today i realised that who i am seems to affect many people. Most of that time good. yet sometimes bad.
For my stupidity i pay the price of having to carry others emotions along with me. I am not complaining i got myself into this mess so i have to get myself out.
I know i have not been on here in a while. It is not through ignorance just through the fact i have had plenty on my mind and i got sidetracked by another site.
I am not going to tell you my life story. Or the problem i seem to be holding because i realised that the only people you can trust is yourself. Putting your trust in another human being sees to much for me at the presice moment. I cannot trust anyone through the damage i have recieved.
I do not blame anyone but myself. I let this happen to myself.
So i guess your all wondering why i right this blog just to ramble on and take up your precious time.
Well i will tell you , i am writing this blog because i want to show you that you may feel like your alone and you have no one to turn to. but you all do. Do not turn into me and realise you can trust no one. You will feel isolated and hurt all the time.
I am pleading with you never to let that happen. I am always here for any one of you. I seem to have a gift with being able to listen to others so please let me use it .
I know soon i will regain the trust of others but i am deeply hurt to take notice of others wishes at the moment so i am not being ignorant. Or i am not being selfish. for once i have to sort out my own mess .
I hope to speak to you all soon.
I wish you all the best of luck with the following week. Thanks for listening to me moan. It was nice just to say all of this.
Cya you all soon
Fab x
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