Funny story. All this time I've wondered about how I can talk to this girl and apologize for what happened a while ago, and yesterday I finally got my chance. Not in person though. I found her profile on Facebook by accident while looking up some old friends from back in the day. I thought this was a good opportunity to just send her a message and tell her what happened. It ended up coming out longer than I anticipated but I wrote an apology email/letter and hit "submit." This morning I get a reply and, Lord help me, she writes back, "Yeah, that was pretty long but honestly I have no clue what you're talking about. Lol." ........... I read that message like 5 times and couldn't help but laugh at myself each time. I was like, "WTF??" All that anxiety for nothing. I did feel kinda stupid though, I'll admit. I felt good I got it off my chest but that was the last thing I was expecting to read.

She did add me as a friend though, so I guess all is good. No more worries. I just wrote back and, in short, my response was basically, "LOLWUT?" Not those exact words but you get my drift. Before I sent that reply I just told her to pretend like it never happened (that whole apology letter....thing. I think that's the last time I'll get so worked up over a woman because usually what we sometimes think is a big deal, sometimes really isn't. Oh well, so that's that. I'm still gonna try asking her out though. She's sexy...

Aside from that, I did get to go to the Yankees victory parade. It was friggin' cold that morning but there were so many people there that our combined body heat kept us warm. Not to mention I was behind these two girls I'm pretty sure were lesbians because they kept rubbing on each other....sensually, and kissing each other. A lot. So that.....also kept me warm. It was fun though. People kept throwing around toilet paper, some got yelled at by cops, we booed them when they did. It was cool. There some dumbasses who threw a full gatorade bottle at a float, nearly hitting a mascot, but other than that things were calm. At least where I was at. Heard some people set fire to some of the paper and confetti on the streets further down the parade route. I took some nice pics too, since I had a great view near the front of the crowds. I'll see about posting some once I figure out how to get them out of my phone.

Later peoples.

I really was hoping they wouldn't. As a Mets fan this Series was just too hard to watch. Which is why I avoided it. Hate the Phillies, and I hate the Yankees even more. In the end, though, I was hoping for a Phillies win ( blasphemy, I know) but that's so I wouldn't have to hear it from all these Yankee fans in my family from now until spring training. That and I just really, really hate the Yankees, and their fans are really annoying too. Mostly the ones who just hop on the bandwagon and root for them just because they won. (No offense to any bandwagon-jumpers reading this). One reason (among many) I wanted them to lose is so A-Roid wouldn't get a ring. I mean, the guy's a cheater and this is how he gets rewarded?? With everyone cheering him on like nothing happened?? Helloo!! The guy admitted to using steroids a few months ago!! How come people don't have a short memory when it comes to Pete Rose? It's just sad, really...Still, though, I probably just might go to the parade tomorrow just to see if I can get some autographs and some pics. I know I'm a Met fan (don't judge me ), I still hate the Yankees (really I do) but I wouldn't mind getting myself a little bit of memoriabilia ( too lazy right now to see if I spelled that right). I can always sell it later on and make some money.

So that's my plan for tomorrow. Well, hopefully. I'm a bit of a heavy sleeper. Tonight, though, is a different story. Planning on meeting this girl after she gets out of her class and just clearing things up with her. Hope she takes the time to listen because I really just want to get this off my chest already. I've waited too long. So, wish me luck. I think I might need it. With the Yankees winning it all last night (did I mention I hate those guys??), I don't think I can handle another heartbreak.

Later my Gamespot peeps. Hope to have some good news tomorrow.

It's amazing how quickly days can just fly by. Last time I was online was back in late September (I think). I think a break from here was good and all but I didn't think I'd take one this long. I guess I've just been too busy with work and school to really keep posting on here like I used to.

It's been an alright month or so. At work I got to see Justin Tuck of the NY Giants some weeks ago! That was pretty cool. He came to give a speech to some school kids about his charity: Tucks R.U.S.H for Literacy. It's a pretty nice thing. Helps kids in need to continue reading by donating books to them. Wasn't able to get an autograph or anything but I did get to see him as he was leaving and waved to him as another guy shouted to "crush Dallas on Sunday!" (This was a few days before the Giants took on the Cowboys).

Other than that, things have been pretty uneventful, unfortunately. Doing okay in school, passing my exams and everything. Kinda feeling a little down lately. Other than battling a cold, I've been dealing with a little heartache because of this girl I like, think I may have ****** things up with her. It happened on morning on the way to class. I was feeling pretty tired and was just daydreaming walking to class (a bad habit I have) while listening to my music. What I didn't realize, and only figured out later, was that this girl was walking alongside me and I didn't even notice. I know now it was her because I remember looking up (I was walking with my head down to avoid seeing the long walk I had ahead of me. Kind of a little mind trick) and seeing this girl walking ahead of me really, really fast.

I recognized who she was (yes, I know what she looks like from behind, she has a very distinctive....head of hair ) and tried to catch up but my legs were burning up and she was too far ahead. I did catch a better glimpse as she walked into the building her class was in and saw that it was her. What I figured out later was that I didn't realize that she was actually walking next to me before taking off. I remember someone being next to me but for some reason I didn't look over to see who it was. She was walking pretty fast when I saw her, but her pace was that of someone who was pissed off. I put 2 and 2 together and realized I just pissed this girl off, thinking that I was ignoring her.

I saw her a few weeks later on the bus going home, and when I talked to her about the classes she was taking I asked her what time she takes her class on that particular day I saw her and she just shot me any angry glare and said, "In the morning" very coldly. That's when I told myself, "Oh, ****." She changed the topic and got off a few minutes later at her stop.

Now, I realize I messed up a bit here, but it wasn't entirely my fault since I wasn't exactly paying attention and didn't see her until after the damage was done. I should've said something about it that day I saw her on the bus but I saw she didn't want to talk about it. The thing that bothers me is that she's upset with me over something that was completely unintentional. I didn't ignore her, but she thinks I did. I want to talk to her about it, tell her I wasn't being a jerk, that I wasn't ignoring her, but I don't know if I'll get the chance as it seems that now she's avoiding having to run into me. I don't really blame her if she's upset, I'd be too if I had been in that situation, but I just her to know I didn't do it on purpose. I do like her a lot, and was thinking about trying to make it up to her by taking her to lunch or something but now I don't know if I'll ever get the chance (unless I wait around for her after her class is over and pretend to act like it was coincidental running into her again). Don't know what to do now. This sucks big time. To make it worse, she's the same girl I wrote about in my last blog. I run into her again and look what happens. Jesus... I can't seem to catch a break with women.

So that's about it. Not much else exciting happening. Enjoy your Halloween everyone. I'll be praying I don't get egged on the way home from work. Later.