I consider myself a Glamadork and an in the closet punk chick. By day i'm this mild mannered conservative finance worker. I live in this small town in Texas that is the bastion of yuppy elitisim. I hate it. yet, on the weekends I am totally different. I wear skull t-shirts and lots of black. I like plaid skirts with black leggings and chain belts. To me, I've always liked that look and just in the past year I have had the courage to rock it.

Compared to the regular sci-fi fan I guess I stick out a bit. I noticed this at my recent trip to my local sci-fi convention. Most people think wrestling and sci-fi fans are fat, dorky looking, and weird. People get shocked when I can aptly converse in all things geek. They say, "but you look so normal". I dont know whether to be insulted or take it as a compliment. Someone called me a glamadork. Glamourous on the outside, but dorky on the inside. I thought that was cute, but i'm as ackward as they come. I'm painfully shy, I read a lot, I collect action figures, i know waaay too much about comic book characters. I havent always looked like the way I do. When I was in my teens I had serious growing pains. I was 300lbs and never felt like I fit in even though I had friends and stuff. So in my senior year I decided to loose the weight. I did. For the past 3 years my weight has crept up on me, so in December I decided to get on a diet and work out 4 days a week. I have lost about 50 pounds or so and falling, but I still struggle with self esteem issues.

I'm so excited about the new Star Trek movie. I cannot wait!! All of my peeps are wanting to see this movie too and they don't even like Trek. Hopefully this movie can hook non-trek fans.

I've been hearing about the new Star Wars live action tv show for about a year now. I hope they hurry up!

Here is me this weekend at a sci-fi convention 04/18/09

This is muh view at RAW 2 weeks ago.

this is me around janurary of this year. I use to have short, choppy hair with a blue streak. I'm the ever eternal goth princess

Here is me and Michal Hogan who played Tigh on BSG. I also met Mark Sheppard. Yes, I'm fantarding out and the lighting is horrible.

Well I don't blog often, but since it is the holiday season I wanted to know what you do for the holidays? I am looking for a new tradition to start, since I don't cook for Christmas and only for T-giving. I was thinking about a X-mas breakfrast. Every year for the past 3 years we have gone out to Golden Corral, but last year we got sick from the food. So I need some Ideas.

Also, What X-mas specials do you watch?? I love the A Christmas Carol, the really old one. I also watch the Mickey Mouse Version, but my favorite is the Nutcracker! I love it. I really enjoy the parades too.