I have been patiently waiting for this day and it's here...I'M EIGHTEEN!! YAY!!

I just thought I'd share that with everyone

we're back to normal now. I avoided him all friday and he avoided me (get this...his brother was my sub in journalism..totally made my day ). then on friday night two of my friends decided on a girls night out to the movies and dinner, in which i completely forgot about him for a few hours, but then realized how much I missed just talking to him. After a long conversation with my friend Beth, I decided to talk to him again. So on facebook last night, i changed my status to: "Amy hopes she didn't just ruin a great friendship" and im thinking he probably saw it this morning when he logged in to add some pics, because after school he came up to me and started talking again. before he went on facebook 2nd hour, he was completely ignoring me this morning before 1st hour, so i thought he was mad at me (even though we were talking on facebook saturday night). So yeah, we're talking again and I couldnt be happier (although tonight his favorite words were "yup" and "lol" ... and at the most random times too!)

If any of this is confusing and need me to break it down into days, feel free to ask because i just read that again and i was a bit confused

OMG, so scroll down and read the confusion poem...well the guy that it's written about, kevin, has been flirting with me nonstop for almost two months and i finally today told him he was dense as i was leaving the office....then he called me at work (only i just found out ) so i think he figured it out. But just in case he didnt, on msn i have my icon set it "take a hint silly, I like you" and my name "we're crashing into the unknown, we're lost in this but it feels like home" and this is what i said:

me: kevin can you do me a favor?
him: what?
me: read both my icon and my name for me okay? we'll talk later
*I appear offline*

*two hours or so later*

So yeah...he talked to my friend Chris and told him that I'm "an awesome friend" and that he's lucky to have me, but he doesn't see our friendship that way. oh and that he's trying to find a light way to break it to me. God I hate this. I only started liking him after he followed me around all night at snowball (our winter dance) and when he started seriously paying attention to me. Before then, i thought i might have liked him, but it was like "oh, well, it could go either way." When he started showing signs that he likes me, thats when I decided that hey, i could really like him. But apparently he thinks that I'm not his type and he's not my type.

He doesn't know that I know already, so he's going to immediately know somethings wrong when I show up to clas.s late tomorrow (im meeting a friend for coffee tomorrow morning and then shes going to be to clas.s on time while im going to chill in my car, maybe listen to a sad song, then show up late.)...i dont want to have this conversation with him at all. he doesnt want to lose my friendship, and neither do i, but i need time away from him...hopefully he will understand that

It's crying time now...