i failed Ateneo, UP and UST

grr! im not that dumb, UP (University of the Philippines) and Ateneo is hard (severe nose bleeding may occur during the universtity's entrance test). It's a tough school to get in man. But? I failed UST?? But hey, i dont like the course that i took in UST and UP, so what's the point of pursuing a degree if you don't love it? God's will is unpredictable but indeed perfect. I may be drowning with depression right now but it's not the end right? I have alot of problems now, Im too torn to talk about it.

I need your prayers! I want to go to De La Salle - CSB, my loving course is waiting for me there. The result will pop up on Feb. 19, i am so down right now that i can't imagine myself passing there. I hate myself