It has been a longing and grueling five months since I left my "final" blog, hasn't it? Oh, very well. Maybe I should proceed to enlightening to you on my current situation, then?

Or does that sound overly conceited in your ears, my possible return to tv.com? I understand that, I suppose. Scapegoat if you want, nonetheless do I care, as it's not perplexing to why, in truth. If you find my "false leaving" to be an irrevocable blow, you are in your every right not to forgive me.

Onto the larger picture, to compile an eccentric five months' story into a simple statement: There is a hope for my return to this desolation after all, due to my everlonging attachment to this site that I thought was abolished long, long ago. But I must warn you: if tv.com is still the same Dramafest and Angstfest I experienced that time ago, I'll be gone, without a single regret, unlike last time, where as I was so furious I said some things I didn't mean. I must also warn that I'll be blogging much differently, and you'll see what I mean, as I just won't be blogging about my life, no, but on topics that I feel need be touched upon and discussed. Some of my humor will still be there, but my naivete is gone, and my level of intelligence has dramatically increased. I have changed in the five months, and done some real maturing from five months ago, to be frank. I'll crack a joke or two, but this blog will indefinitely be more serious than last time around.

I've gone through and deleted all of my past blogs, in addition. I'm starting from a completely new template, save for a few minor things.

I may end up in a position like I was one day, more happy and cheerful, and more involved in the community, but most definitely not right now.

To sum it up, I feel I'll most likely return to this site to blog, whether it be a daily, weekly, or monthly blog, somehow I'll return.

I guess to get back on track of blogging, I'll give some music of the day:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dtkbJY_hc8A

Tentative by System of a Down.

Thanks, DK201.