Blog title. - Definitely obsessively making my way through season 1 of The O.C. And for some reason I have mad love for Oliver.

HEY ALL. It's Saturday night. It is 10:20pm. I am on here. WOW. I feel super pathetic. But somewhat okay with it. I have kind of been in a mood the last couple of days. Like my reflective mood where I think about everything and anything. Yesterday was the first time I have felt any homesickness. I really just wanted to hang out with Kat. Just in my room. And I couldn't. And I was sad. I saw Kady yesterday. We went shopping. Henry informed me that he thought Katie (my cousin) is cute. SO FUNNY. They hated each other like two seconds ago. I need them to hook up. It would be so funny. Like Henry who grew up with Kaia. Who used to date Kady. Who liked me. Who Kat liked. Who now thinks Katie is cute. Like complicated. Awesome. It won't happen. but it would be funny. I feel really fat right now for some reason. I am just randomly thinking about that.

So on the 30th I am going on some party bus thing. And there is all of these complicated things going on. Cliffnote background. Sarah likes Mike. Katie and Mike almost hooked up. Katie and Sarah are really good friends. Sarah doesn't know about the almost hook up. So on this bus there will be all of them and bunch of other people. Anyways, last weekend Katie, Mike and I showed up to Sarah's together and Sarah kind of got mad and now is out to prove to Ali that he likes her (Sarah) more than her (Katie). I don't know which one is true. At all. Sarah doesn't know about my part in all of this. It's called, I am liked more than everyone involved. Sarah has no idea. Because I don't go opening my trap to everyone and anyone. Like we have hung out more than once and stuff. Getting texts super late asking for me to come over. To have sleepovers. Texts that they aren't getting. Like it's like just a really friendly basis thing. But I am the one being asked to go out. It's not them. You know. I don't really care what happens. I am definitely not emotionally in this. I don't know. Like this is all going to turn out so bad. I don't even know. I don't like being in the middle of drama. Not that I am yet. But I am going to be.

TV SHOWS. So I started watching Glee and Vampire Diaries. IN LOVE with Glee. It's so amazing. Like I love the music. I love the people. I love the cliches. I love it. Obsessed. Vampire Diaries, way better than I thought it would be. Enjoying it. One Tree Hill - it's better than I thought it would be this season. I am loving on Quinn and Clay. Gossip Girl - it's kind of whatever. I am so over Serena. I always have been, but seriously. I want more Chuck and Blair. And more Nate. Goodness. Grey's Anatomy. Shocked this week. Sort of. Poor Alex. I actually have been enjoying it. I love the fact that two of the new people are off of Everwood. Hannah and Laynie. Loved both of them. And that's all I am watching.

QUIZ.

Promise not to lie or erase any of these questions?
Sure thing.

If you married the last person that texted you, what would your last name be?
Thompson.

Do you know anyone named matt?
Not well.

What smiley face do you use often?
=D

Honestly, have you ever ate raw cookie dough?
Who hasn't?

Who were you with Saturday night?
Last Saturday was spent with The O.C. and chemistry and calculus studying. Some of this Saturday was with Mike and now it's with you all.

What is bothering you?
Boredom.

What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
Vanilla. Oreo. Reese.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Yes. I really need to have "believe" on my wrist.

Is there a difference between "best" friend and friend?
Sure is.

Do you take walks often?
I used to sometime at home.

What language do you want to learn?
Don't really care.

Is good grammar attractive?
Yes! But bad grammar isn't unattractive either. But if someone has good grammar, love it.

Are any of your friends taller than you?
Majority.

Do you crack your knuckles?
Constantly.

Spell your name with out an L:
Auren.

Do you like hugs?
Don't hate them like I used to.

Who was your last one from?
Mike.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Uhh. I was a mess this time last year. I don't know if I like this person or if I was just still so caught up with what had happened. Or whatever.

What are you listening to right now?
Everytime We Touch (slow) - Cascade. Wow. Summer of '08, you still give my heart a little pain now and then.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Katie.

Did you copy and paste this survey?
That I did.

Ever been to Georgia (the state)?
That would be a no.

Does anyone know your password besides you?
Nope.

Have you ever dated a football player?
Not date, date. But definitely have had a thing with one.

Last person to make you smile?
LKB's wall post.

Feel like talking to someone you haven't in a while?
Always.

Expecting something to change in the next month?
Probably.

Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
My Pearl.

Is there anything you should be doing right now?
Living.

Any cuts or bruises?
Yeah. These really random bruises on my hip.

Have you ever gone out of your way to make someone happy?
Yeah.

Do you have a reason to smile?
Not really.

Is there someone who can ALWAYS make you smile?
Yes.

Excited for anything?
Yes. Next weekend. My birthday weekend.

Someone recently told you something you didn't want to hear?
There's a lot of thing I don't want to hear.

Will tomorrow be a good day?
Hopefully.

Are you sober?
Always.

Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
All mine.

Are you in a good mood right now?
Not a great one.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Not everyone.

Would you rather be able to read minds or be able to fly?
Minds, I think.

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
Vaguely.

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
Well that would be kind of odd.

Do you regret anything?
I try not to.

Who was the last person you had a face to face conversation with?
Mike.

What were you doing at 12 am last night?
Half asleep on the couch watching the family channel.

Do you have any tattoos?
Nope.

What's in your wallet?
Money. Cards. ID. Receipts. Fortunes. Movie tickets.

What's under your bed?
Carpet.

What's on that way top shelf or in the very far back of your closet?
A bag.

Do you sleep with anything?
A pillow and blanket.

Has someone ever called you beautiful?
Yes.

Are you wearing short shorts?
Yes.

Do you miss anyone?
Constantly.

Do you like messages or comments better?
Either.

What are you drinking?
Nothing.

Are you a b!tch?
Apparently.

Anything dramatic go down yesterday?
I am sure somewhere, something did go down.

Are you afraid to stay home all alone?
Not at all. I love it.

Have you ever walked away from someone who was yelling at you?
Yes.

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
Sometimes.

Has anyone licked you in the past week?
No.

Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
Yes.

When you say you don't care do you mean it?
I saw whatever when I care. And I don't care when I actually don't care.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
It is always the plan.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
A lot of the time.

Do you like to take walks?
Didn't I already answer this question.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
Yes.

What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Bathing I think.

Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
Depends on what the situation is.

What is on your wrists right now?
A ponytail holder.

Did you sleep alone last night?
That I did.

Have you ever felt lonely?
Yes.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Like seven.

Reason for the last tear shed?
Can't remember.

ME RIGHT NOW.

ps, so i was talking to this guy. previously mentioned guy tonight on fb chat. and he's all like you're hard to read and i was like what do you mean? and he got all weird and was like nevermind, you don't want to know. just forget i asked. like whattt? i am so confused about that statement. and like i said i would let it go. but i really want to know. like hcore. i am really open person most of the time so i don't know how it may be hard for me to be read. bah.