Yea so i havent been on gs much lately since ive kinda become bored with it and who can blame me, the unions are dead and not much is happening here. A crapload of unfortunate events have occurred recently in my life. Most recently definitely being the worst. An old friend of mine ran away from his home as lots of people do but when he was missing(only for a day) the police got involved so bad things were sure to happen. Of course the cops look through everything to do with him to figure out where he was. So as i knew but wasnt to wary of, they have full access to facebook. So stupidly of me i wasnt careful enough with my posting and when they went through our wall to wall they found a lot of crap about the drugs ive done and sold. So on friday they called my house and brought my mom down to the station so she could go through their records. After she saw all that crap she had to keep snooping through my personal life and finding all the things ive said to people she knows, including mentions of ketamine use to my cousin and DXM, ecstacy and acid to the friend who ran away. Needless to say im in huge trouble, i got awa from the cops since they didnt have any physical evidence other than the pipe in my room but who cares that a 14 year old kid smokes weed, who doesnt? So now both my parents as well as the majority of my family knows about my "escapades". My mom is sending me off to my dads a lot since she cant "manage" what im doing and a need "structure" in my life, in other words, shes sending off to a hell hole to make me think that she has total control over me. Of course ive said ill stop and all that crap but ill obviously just have to be more inconspicuous. Ive stopped posting any drug related items on facebook and am gonna take down the pics of me doing anything and i should be fine as long as i stay clear of the cops. So now my parents dont trust me at all but thats cool cuz i have a few places i can stay and i can get money easily so if worst comes to worst i can stay with some friends as long as i need. Thats pretty much all for that story, i dont expect many responses but thats cool. Til next time.

I needed to make a blog of this somewhere so i chose here seeing as like 1 person here actually knows me in real life and i dont want a lot of people that i actually hang out with to know about this yet so shut up until i say you can tell peopl Epstein!

K, so for the past month or so Ive been in what some would call a "long distance relationship" with this girl Sydney. I met her through a friend i met at camp so of course I didnt think anything would come from it but it turned out we had a lot in common so she asked me to be her bf and seeing as i liked her a lot I said yes. We were pretty happy for a few months, jus talking over msn and the phone, we went on about random crap and eventually we came up with a plan to meet up in the summer seeing as she only lived like 3 hours away. So everything was going fine until her parents got all retarded about our plan even though they knew all about it. So after that we had a less "I cant wait to see you" relationship and more of an "I cant f*cking stand this anylonger" one. So on thursday night we both were really depressed, I was trying to cheer her up, saying that we could meet next summer and her parents didnt need to know about it but she was still being really pessimistic about the whole thing. It was just on msn so she had her webcam on as she often did but that night she killed herself, right in front of me. I saw the girl I loved kill herself. I really needed to get that off my chest. I havent been doing too much lately, no one really knows about it yet and Id rather keep it that way. So thats why I was all depressed all friday, thanks for the whole plan to put me in a body bag, it was really thoughtful. Anyways...thats it for now.

K, so im pissed off because of these, I made a blog, i told people so if I get an invite from you Ill stop tracking you, that simple. Really tired of it, so yea. Sorry for not posting as much too, Ive been addicted to gaia/like a social life. Im a 10 footer...ish at ITG now so thats sweet, getting some valium and morphine from my friend soon ^.^ and thats about it. AND STOP WITH THE INVITES!