I am so distraught after a
Dream last night, the names I give are friends as I am not editing any
of the names, I just hope it was just that, a dream. :S I had the
scariest dream involving Paula last night, it was so realistic even
though it was about Pokemon. She, Rach, Zoe and Eilish were all doing
acting along with some Pokemon, but turns out Sara was their master and
she was making them actually kill the girls instead of acting
killing.:S I aassumed Rach, Zoe and Eilish were killed as I did not see
the actual killing but Paula's was quite graphic, one of the pokemon,
Deoxys I think got her into a Bone Crunching Bear Hug, after being
corenered by Moltres (Zapdos and Articuno were swimming about), we
could hear Paula's screaming, it was so scary, then the screaming
stopped and I was very upset, I
actually thought it was real, every detail was payed attention to, the
Pokemon even looked like they would in real life. I woke up after I
found out that Sara was behind it all but I had sweat streaming down me
and I was silently sobbing, I just hope Paula is OK, obviously it will
not do much for how I am feeling if she is not in today, if not, I
could ask Rach if she is OK I guess But I am praying she is alright
because of how realistic it was, the most realistic dream I have ever
had. Words cannot describe how I felt after the dream but it was of a
sadness that I have never felt before and I am still very shaken about
it.

Edit, Well, she is alive which is a good thing, I was very
shaken before I saw her but I calmed down a whole lot after seeing
her. Feel free to comment dream, it does seem rather silly but it was
one of those dreams where you could not tell the difference betweeen
Fantasy and Reality.  Guess reason it was so scary was because I fear friends Dying so never think about it