Ello everyone.  I've returned again.  I've been so swamped with everything so I thought I'd just schpeel what's been goin on in my life since May... and if you're iowastate, fishdalf, or an older guy I can trust, I'm in some need of some serious insight here.

-I'm semi-00ber at GH3 now.  The highest I've gotten on any song is 580K and my high score on TTFAF is 443K, and I've gotten 100% on 25-6 songs on expert mode... ya I'm a dork.

-The D-Land trip was bomb.  I couldn't blog about it though because it would've taken 3 hours which I didn't have because of finals.  

-I got my crappy Samsung replaced with a Blackberry Curve 8310... nice trade-off.

-I got to go river rafting on level 3 rapids and jumped off a 35-40 ft cliff.  Fun stuff.

-Didn't go to Warped Tour...dawwwww, oh well.  BUT, I got to see Journey, Cheap Trick, and Heart live on the 26th of September, that was an amazing night.  

-I'm a junior now. Yussssssss.  It's way cool, people start to notice when you're the big(ger) man on campus.  And status doesn't mean anything to me at all now, I have a bunch of cool, diverse friends that you wouldn't imagine togeher unless they were with me.  And, if I can get my PreCalculus grade up, I'll end the semester with a 3.8 or 4.0.  Yay.

-I GOT MY PERMIT!!!!  Finally!  And my mom is willing to let me drive her 2007 Mercedes C350 around. 

-I got to go live in Aurora, Colorado for about 2 weeks and also went down to New Mexico and up to Wyoming for a little bit.  Denver and Albuquerque were amazingly cool places to be.

 -Muahahahahahaha I've converted to the dark side now.  I've been a registered user of MySpace for 2 months now .

-Finally took a dip in Lake Tahoe.  It was like 40 degrees .

-I was Guy Faux aka V for Halloween.  It was friggin amazing.  I didn't trick-or-treat though .

-Just today I spent 11 hours in a car because my friend and I tried to go to Magic Mountain, but it was closed due to some crazy fires going on down in LA County.  

I know.  Life sounds great for me right now, doesn't it?  The truth is (WARNING: I'M GOING TO BE BLATANTLY HONEST HERE), I've never felt so... dead in my life before.  Why?  So, just before school started, I met this girl.  She's sooo cute, sweet, awesome, etc.  I won't go into too much detail but, I really liked her and all and started to notice her more and more every day.  Then, one day in late September I decided to do something about it so I asked her to Homecoming.  She did the craziest thing I could imagine... she very, very happily accepted.  Then I got her number, some flowers for her, and started talking to her more.  It turned out she couldn't go to HC because of some school issues but that sincerely didn't bother me.  We continued talking anyways, hung out a lot, and less than 3 weeks later, I asked her out.  It wasn't quick or hasty, though, because we already felt like a couple for over a week at that point .  She also happily accepted here and things were going better than well, they were going absolutely perfect... we hung out, dated, etc.  I don't think I ever felt so sincerely happy about anything.  Then, about three weeks ago (from today) she just out of nowhere told me that we weren't "connecting" and felt uncomfortable around me, and to top it off she broke up with me on the spot.  I didn't do anything to cause it, she just told me that.  And now she pretty much won't even talk to me anymore and I think she hates me for no apparent reason.  So the reason it absolutely sucks is because I was really attached to her and spent a lot of time and money for her and she pretty much abandoned me.  To make it worse, I see her around sooo much.  She goes to the same school and youth group as me and even lives on the next street down.  The reason I need help is because there's only one way out of this, and that's to put her behind, which is going to be one of, if not the hardest thing I've ever done.  I seriously hope I can get over this horrible situation...