I saw that earlier this week I hit a new level...amazing that I am at level 58 . Can't say I quite understand the origin of the level name but whatever, cool to see I increased .

Short blog I know but I usually make one everytime I reach a new level .

I have been playing a lot of Lucidity lately..which got bashed by so many people the game is frustrating but the atmosphere is really gloomy and I love the soundtrack and the design..I just hope that if they ever make another game in the series or a game like it they improve some of the flaws...most hate the game but I really like it. I let it sit for awhile because of how frustrating it is to complete it but lately it is all I have been playing I am trying to collect all of the fireflies in each level. Definitely keeps my mind focused on something.

I'll blog more later..I'll end this blog with a beautiful piano piece.

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Hello all,

Right now I am a little whacky on the painkillers and a little tired but I made it through the surgery just fine . I luckily didn't have to wait for hours on end to get in and get it done but the preperation was painful and I ended up crying during it due to nerves and due to the lights hurting. I ended up getting a big hug from one of the nurses which felt really good She seemed to care about me more then anyone else involved with the operation.

But I got in there and they indicated exactly where it was they had to operate on my eyes and how to go about it. I was knocked out for a few hours and they told me it was a success. Granted my doctor told me that a little accident occured while I was under (what the accident was I am still unaware of) but it went fine. I did not have sight for about two days which was normal. I was given some pretty intense painkillers to take for two weeks until I am fully healed. They are awful I have really bad moodswings, they make me tired and sometimes I cannot tell what is real and what isn't but I have been managing.

I had to stay overnight tuesday so they could get everything together and I ended up sharing a room with a very nice older woman who was in the hospital for a fomr of cancer I cannot remember. She talked to me for awhile and she was very nice and I might go back to see if I can visit her. I basically spent the past few days resting, playing music when I can and watching TV when my sight came back. I technically should still be resting and I will but I just wanted to let everyone know that it went well and that I will be off and on gamespot for the new few weeks.

I thank all of you who kept me in your thoughts these past few days and for all of you that truly cared, it means a lot and I know that if push came to shove I'd do the same for you all . Situations like this remind me of the precious things that I have and howgrateful I am for them . I tend to treat all of my friends as good as I would family and you guys are no exception .

In other news Schecter have an 8-string for pre-order that is inexpensive..and man I want to get a hold of it! I have never played an 8-string before but I know I would love it..I plan to do whatever it takes to get one of these even if it means selling two guitars that I love. Just look at it .

Amazing isn' it?

Well I will blog more later, just wanted to pop in.

I'll end this blog with one of my favorite songs at the moment

Thank you again for all of the support guys It feels really nice that I won't be bleeding from my eyes..maybe my light sensitivity will be a normal thing now.....five years I have suffered with it...but now it will be a little less .

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Well folks...as of tomorrow I will be a ghost for a few days...

I once again need surgery on my eyes due to the strange problem I have been having in regards to things leaking out..but if all goes according to plan this should be the last surgery I'll need in regards to that...my light sensitivity could never be resolved without an eye trransplant and my bad eyesight in general can't be for the same reasons (due to the problems affecting the very eyes themselves and not surfaces around it) but if the bleeding and whantot stops then I willl be very happy....been dealing with that off and on for nearly five years now so it'd be nice to see it come to an end.

It is intense even for the preperation and I am not looking foward to it..I have been a nervous wreck all week and probably since I was told that it was "Neccessary" nearly a month ago..I at first faught my family, friends, girlfriend, etc on it because I didn't want to go through it again...but I know now that I have to and I can deal with it..I just know it'll be terrifying and uncomfortable even though I've been through it before. Just trying to keep a straight head on and deal with it. Im just really hoping the bleeding stops....granted the light sensitivity will be tough to deal with...one less crappy thing going on would be awesome.

And for oobvious reasons I woldn't be seen around for a good 2-4 days...need to rest properly and really take care of myself so I don't do any additional damage.

In other news, I posted this around everywhere but this is a picture of the ticket for next months show...very excited.

I don't have much else to say so I'll end this blog with some Cynic

Take care everybody

UP THE IRONS!