So yeah my subject topic has nothing to do with this post, but it's been stuck in my head all day!

So I am SOOOO proud of myself. I finally told my ex how I feel. How him trying to have sex with me the other night really disappointed me and degraded him in my light. I needed to get that off my chest.

I was talking to some other people while talking to him via online so I got very distracted and wasn't responding to him right away...and he is like "I'm sorry I am on your lower end of priorities I will leave you alone." I respond..."Now you know how it feels, I have been there for 4 years with you."

OH IT FELT SO GOOD! *does victory dance*

Okay , so I went to a BU party last night. Never seen so many people in one house before. It was PACKED!

So within 5 minutes this sexy "doctor" was like wanna dance...so I was like SURE! we start dancing, and he shoves his tongue down my throat and then tries to finger me...I'm like NO WAY dude, I'm not like that...and he's like...wanna go upstairs and get to know me better? I'm like I gotta go. (Worst part, I think he was a the kid I am subscribed to on youtube..if it was, I think I might cry for turning him down)

Then later on this sexy, half naked "jungle boy" my friend was eyeing decided to make eye contact with me and then we just started dancing. He was nibbling on my ear, and making out with me and then tried to get down my pants like 10 times. I kept moving his hand away and he kept putting it back. At one point he took my hand put it on his butt, and then later put it on his dick, I'm like OH JEEZ!!! My friend's boytoy stepped in, said I had a boyfriend and to lay off and he couldn't speak English well ( i think he was german) and all he kept saying to my friend was **** you and flipping us off, then he started telling me to **** off. Nightmare. He was mighty fine though.

Then I got home, met my friend's boytoy's roomie, decided to sleep in his bed with him, (which a couple weeks ago my other friend made out with this kid, and she was there too last night) and stuff happened (no sex or oral) and I was up like all night...

And I went to a club back in april, decided to hit on this wicked hot kid, he said he was 19 went to BU...well turns out he wasnt 19 and still in h.s. He actually is going to BU now and showed up last night, and that was mighty awkward as well. He knew I was there...it was a nightmare.

I think that is what happened...for the most part.

AND my ex told me he would never have sex with me again like 2 weeks ago because he was attached to this knew ugly girl who lives 3 hours away he met on a dating site. Then Sunday night, he tried to get me to sleep with him. I am happy to announce I said NO! =)

Went to a halloween party last night....wanna see my costume? Good times =D

I am going to another party tonight, sadly I am broke and have to wear the same thing.