Hey guys!

I'm finally Level 22 "Freak and Geek"! After a couple of months doing nothing but posting on boards

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Summer is sadly fading away here. We'll be back in school on June 9.

And I just found out that I (once again) will not be with my closest friends.

Last year, I was all sad because I won't be able to spend the year with my best friend CL. But I found great and sometimes greater friends in Vivien and Karla.

This year, I'm finally with CL but without Vivien and Karla.

That simply sucks.

I tried out last year with a sore note and ended with a pretty high one.

I guess it'll be the same damn thing.. only harder.

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The thing is, in our school we can choose to move to another clas$ but.. my dad told me I couldn't. Because, since I am second in our batch that I hate to be in the top clas$ With Number One and Number Three.

Somethimes, I wonder what would happen if I wasn't Number Two and just had an average rank.

I'll just keep on wondering. I don't want to disappoint my parents. But I end up disappointing myself.

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Anyways, I just have to face the blues. It's life.

I hope I do good this year but I mostly hope things will get better somehow.

Wish me luck. *hugs*

> Celine