Today i just finished working on a game that i dread working on for the last year. i would say im glad its over, but we have more contracts to go. i feel so uninspired these days, looking for any shred of motivation from within me. just to get me by the day and say, hah, there we go you created something, so works not all that bad..
anyway, im in australia, the industrys pretty much at a dead end here but i seem to be working for for top company in my state at least... anyway. enough gloom at the moment ive played a few recent games that are actually memorable. instead of old favourites. first gothic 3, i started this again and god its bloody frustrating, it made me question my core gamer within, asking why the hell did i enjoy this compulsive obsessive trigger of a game. XD in the end (which i still havnt reached) i will be wroth it but atm ive been putting it of for much newer games. ive recently played prototype, and good its given me hope in the vid game industry today. it was pure joy, and i only wish the expaned much more on it. ive also played torchlight, which in itself was a great little taste of anything diabloish at least within the last 2 years. itd honestly one of the most insulting games ive ever played, purly becuase of literally copy pasting diablo 3s gameplay footage, into a 8 hour game. and even the damn last boss is the same as the gameplay trailer. either way it was a feinght taste of whats to come, and im waiting patiently now. for blizz to get there buts moving.
the next game ill play is dragon age, it looks great, but well see how it really holds up.
in 2 months and 10 days i finally get married to my beautifull wife (she just msged me telling me theres more drama about our **** of a maid of honor, i think ill kicked her out of the wedding tonight, my cousin though, her husband will be angry though. and it looks like my old friend will finally let go of relations with me cause of this **** either way, shes hurting my wife, and thats that, shes out of the wedding.)
i cant wait to live my life. especailly away from all these **** up people within the close ring my family circle.
