Today i just finished working on a game that i dread working on for the last year. i would say im glad its over, but we have more contracts to go. i feel so uninspired these days, looking for any shred of motivation from within me. just to get me by the day and say, hah, there we go you created something, so works not all that bad..

anyway, im in australia, the industrys pretty much at a dead end here but i seem to be working for for top company in my state at least... anyway. enough gloom at the moment ive played a few recent games that are actually memorable. instead of old favourites. first gothic 3, i started this again and god its bloody frustrating, it made me question my core gamer within, asking why the hell did i enjoy this compulsive obsessive trigger of a game. XD in the end (which i still havnt reached) i will be wroth it but atm ive been putting it of for much newer games. ive recently played prototype, and good its given me hope in the vid game industry today. it was pure joy, and i only wish the expaned much more on it. ive also played torchlight, which in itself was a great little taste of anything diabloish at least within the last 2 years. itd honestly one of the most insulting games ive ever played, purly becuase of literally copy pasting diablo 3s gameplay footage, into a 8 hour game. and even the damn last boss is the same as the gameplay trailer. either way it was a feinght taste of whats to come, and im waiting patiently now. for blizz to get there buts moving.

the next game ill play is dragon age, it looks great, but well see how it really holds up.

in 2 months and 10 days i finally get married to my beautifull wife (she just msged me telling me theres more drama about our **** of a maid of honor, i think ill kicked her out of the wedding tonight, my cousin though, her husband will be angry though. and it looks like my old friend will finally let go of relations with me cause of this **** either way, shes hurting my wife, and thats that, shes out of the wedding.)

i cant wait to live my life. especailly away from all these **** up people within the close ring my family circle.

Its been forever since i last chekced out this site. the kane and lynch review incident sorta kept me away from it cause i lost respect for all gaming sites, the more i actually got involved with them. but yeah, back to what i began doing ages ago...

tis 2008 now, still at big ant im worried im gonna get kicked out though cause im so bloody distracted these days. one step closer to become engaged this march and im in my new bloody giant house, my dream come true.

im currently working on a Dominence war project and its taking up most of my interest, plus keeping my girl happy, again even starting to write up my own story and game to make... thats going great atm.

finished playing DMC4 and assassins creed, love them both, im still playing dmc just to master it.

the whole writing my story, has sorta changed my out look in life. it happened just to days ago, its almost scary when you delve to deep into the past while researching heavan angels, sin, demons, and the nephilim. good and evil. how all knowledge came from the higher beings, but how the great evils came from them too...such a fascinating subject but honestly horrifing subject. i wont delve to much, into it, thats for me and my girl, yeah.

my life is going great. so much has changed in me since i first posted here.

Ok, its been a while since i loaded up this account, im now finished with my course, im a game designers and working on a few new game titles, im in an animating position and currently on concept desging aswell, shifting through assignments, at the mo, im playing dragon quest 8, in love with it, Titan quest im trying to beat in legendary, loading up diablo 2 to play again with my girl, playing shadow of Collosus and half way through it, and just got over the battlefield 2 craze, and am looking forward to trying guildwars fractions which i just bought aswell, lifes going great now, no uncertainty about my future, unlike last, just playing tones of games, going gym and spending time with the family.

and fyi, i dont know why i rite these up here but i dont care only when im bored i do so to update myself in life, and its a good feeling sorry if i bore you people, if you ever deem unlucky enough to link yourself here

peace