My next saga at romance...

Before we start here are some smores!

Now come closer...and lets begin.

Most of you may have read my last blog post and for those of you who havent it involved saying how my night with Kim went kinda bad. Well, I blame my anger for that and not everything going as planned. Overall it actually went pretty good, not amazing, not awful but good. After watching the footage we shot it was a pretty fun night.... Now for those of you who have already read my latst blog you can just skim through most of this. Its basically just a more indepth or how everything went...To those of you who read everything in the last blog I thank you. You guys are the reason I keep blogging. I have decided to stay here until I get banned, or die. There is alot of added info so just skim through for the new information to pick up new tidbits.

To those who are new to this scenario, sit back and read. Its going to be a long one and you should read the whole thing to understand.

Well Kim managed to come over after sorting things out with her parents, but before then it was just me, Adam and his GF Adrienne at my place and us 3 were having a blast. I was very, very excited for Kim to show. Well she did and first off I want to say she is the type of girl who barely makes eye contact when she talks to you but at least she looks in your general direction. She is already super cool with Adam and Adrienne and me and her are just getting to know each other. Well, when ever I tried talking to her she was very hesistant to talk back or look in my general direction. At first I felt a little ignored but then I delved deeper and she seemed very uneasy.

I would like to say that this is the SECOND time Kim and I have EVER spoke in person. Yeah thats right, second time in person and she is over my house. So, the awkwardness was a given...she was very shy, and hesitant to talk to me at first. She did not ease up till later in the night to me.

Not to mention she was pretty pissed off when she showed up. Her mom kind of embarrased her in front of me when she showed up. Her mom had to give her a ride to my place since because of her past she is barely trusted by her parents. Her mom had to talk to my parents and what not and yeah she was pretty annoyed.

At first I thought maybe she doesnt like me, maybe she doesnt look at me because im ugly or all of that crap. But then I thought, this is my film, this my house, and she agreed to do all of it. I mean come on, if she wasnt interested why else would she? The way we met it was evident I was interested in her from the begining. After thinking things over and talking to my Dad and what he thought I came to more of a solid positive conclusion.

Later in the night around when Adrienne had to leave she started looking at me more, talking to me more, laughing at my jokes more. But she was still hesistant...

We also had a bet about her eating a peanut butter (despises peanut butter) and jelly sandwich then me eating ketchup(I loathe ketchup). It was fun, I almost threw up eating ketchup on bread and Adam recorded like the whole thing...Then the pizza we ordered came so we were just there eating and talking and this was when I mostly got a chance to talk to Kim. We talked quite a bit then, I also sat close. Also a few moments came up which called out to me for giving her a few compliments. When ever I did she didnt say much, especially considering when ever we would talk on the computer she would always say thank you and eat em up but in person she get a little quiet. Call me crazy but isnt that a sign of being a bit shy?

Well around 12pm her mom picked her up and she left and yeah I was like thanks for coming blah blah bye. Then I said Bye beautiful as she was already through the door and I noticed her crack a huge smile.

So she left and Adam was telling me how he should have left earlier, and I agreed but then I said we still had alot to film so I thought we needed him as camera guy. But dont worry that will NOT happen again...hopefully next time I can get some alone time.

But we never got around to finish filming so we still need Kim...again for quite more actually.

Another thing to mention was that I was FREAKING NERVOUS AND SHY TOO! I mean shes probably thinking second time and Im over this dudes house, as am I thinking damn second time and she over my place. I mean sometimes I found it a little hard to look at her cause I was so nervous so I guess you could say I was doing the same thing she was doing too.

Also when it was just me and Adam he was texting Adrienne and I told him to tell her how I thought it went with Kim and I told her how she would barely look at me. Then she said something along the lines of before she dated Adam she was almost the same way with the whole not looking and so on. I dont really remeber, but it made me think.

At first I was little frustrated, especially how awful everything went with my computer. Who knows? Maybe I am now thinking too postive and in reality she really didnt like me. Lol

My friend asked me how would you act if you and Kim were in opposite shoes and she didnt like you? I said for one, I would have not done the video nor even think about coming over my house.

What can you guys analyze from this a whole? Think its cause she cant stand me or was she just as shy and nervous as me? I'd really appreciate it if you guys read everything and left some thoughts and advice. Well if she still wants to continue filming with me then I guess that means I'm in pretty damn good standing. There is still alot to do there she'll probably be over my house again in a few days. So, cant wait for that. Its only going to get better from here.

Ps-I am leaving to Orlando, Florida for the week tomorrow so If I dont comment any of your blogs, I will when I get back.

See what a little deep thinking can do? Maybe things will make more sense this time..

UPDATE!!!!! Talked to Kim, she said she had...A GOOD TIME!!! Yeah thats right A GOOD TIME!! I am so damn happy. She coming over again next weekened when I get back from florida!! SYAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(battle cry)

~Later