Well me and my friend finally talk about what happen the thing i refferd to on my last blog.Anyway she say's she likes me but she really rather just stay friends.Which has me confused becuase she did make a move on me so i ask i was like so why did you kiss me?Her answer was to be honest i really don't know and she was like i was always there for her.And she said that was new to her cuz most boys was @$$ holes to her.

 So she did not know how to express her thanks or feelings(dunno she said both i think she was confused tho)anyway i said well i do have some sort of feelings towards you.Even tho i was lyin cause i think it's love to be honest.And i think she knew but as i was sayin she said ohh i did not mean to lead you on or nothing i hope i did not hurt you.I just lyed and said no(but the truth is i was hurt)and then i just became quiet in the room.Just arkward silence i felt like crawling under the cover and hide myself because to be honest even if we did not kiss that night.

 I still would have had feelings for her seeing that i started having them like 2 years ago.But anyway we decided to just stay friends but i probally won't be picking up the phone or going to the class i have with her.Because im pretty much hurt i just can't handle being in the same room with her.Oh well like the title say's it was'nt ment to be i guess im going to play kingdom hearts at least sora will be with the girl he loves.