Sunday, May 20, 2007
I didn't comment in any of your blogs for more than a week. I do not apologize. It does not matter if you do not comment in this blog either.
Back to the topic, and in brief:
I am dead spiritually.
I am dead emotionally.
I am dead mentally.
I will be dead physically.
End of this blog.
Back to the topic, and in brief:
I am dead spiritually.
I am dead emotionally.
I am dead mentally.
I will be dead physically.
End of this blog.
Comments
Posted May 20, 2007 2:31 am PT
Meh it's ok Blackleech. It happens.
Posted May 20, 2007 2:33 am PT
So....college is a ***** after all, eh?
Posted May 20, 2007 2:36 am PT
Hello? Are you still there? Noooooooooooooooooooo.
Posted May 20, 2007 3:49 am PT
I hope things are fine.
Posted May 20, 2007 4:40 am PT
WTF?
Posted May 20, 2007 4:40 am PT
I miss your stories Blackleech....
Posted May 20, 2007 4:41 am PT
I wonder if this means the end? Well however you feel the feeling may end....eventually.
Posted May 20, 2007 4:52 am PT
I'm starting to get a bit worried Alvin...
Posted May 20, 2007 5:37 am PT
WT POPO? i feel u man.....lol
Posted May 20, 2007 5:44 am PT
I miss you blackleech
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Posted May 20, 2007 6:08 am PT
Is this the shortest blog you have ever done?
Well either way I know what you mean, life does truly you know what.
Well either way I know what you mean, life does truly you know what.
Posted May 20, 2007 6:12 am PT
Keep strong man.....don't give up yet................ I mean, STAY ALIVE, physically and spiritually at least....maybe its time you join a religious group..... If you need further help pm me
Posted May 20, 2007 6:25 am PT
Hey...nothing is as bad as it seems. Are you okay?
Posted May 20, 2007 6:37 am PT
This seems to be serious. Maybe you should go talk with someone instead of worrying all of us who cannot do a damn thing to help you.. just a thought.
Posted May 20, 2007 6:57 am PT
breaking news!!!
bloodelf is BACK!!!
bloodelf is BACK!!!
Posted May 20, 2007 7:07 am PT
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Posted May 20, 2007 8:30 am PT
Dont do anything stupid man.Answer your PM
Posted May 20, 2007 9:02 am PT
WTF have you gone emo? COME BACKKKKK!
Posted May 20, 2007 9:02 am PT
You know that I know what you're talking about. Don't do anything rash. You can talk to me if you need to.
Posted May 20, 2007 9:04 am PT
things will get better dont worry
Posted May 20, 2007 11:50 am PT
You commented in my blog dont die
Posted May 20, 2007 1:42 pm PT
Oh, this is getting bad, are you ok?
Posted May 20, 2007 2:01 pm PT
This is hardcore. I've felt this way too sometimes (sometimes being the key word) Go bang a chick or something >_>
Posted May 20, 2007 6:28 pm PT
You are seeking attention, and unfortunately, I am giving it.
Posted May 20, 2007 7:30 pm PT
Sometimes people NEED to seek attention,I personnaly think he is serious and something is bringing him down.Hopefully he see's that people DO care and would prefer he not kill himself.
Here is a list of why not to kill yourself
1: Your family will be crushed for the rest of their lifes,your parents will have nightmares every night and day.
2: You wont be going to hell,you will be condemming everyone who loves you to hell
3: Life sucks I should know but life gets better and you only get stronger when you face this and do the right thing
suicide is stupid but I understand how you feel,what you need to know is that you got alot of freinds here and they ALL want you to do the right thing.So read their posts on this.
Here is a list of why not to kill yourself
1: Your family will be crushed for the rest of their lifes,your parents will have nightmares every night and day.
2: You wont be going to hell,you will be condemming everyone who loves you to hell
3: Life sucks I should know but life gets better and you only get stronger when you face this and do the right thing
suicide is stupid but I understand how you feel,what you need to know is that you got alot of freinds here and they ALL want you to do the right thing.So read their posts on this.
Posted May 20, 2007 9:07 pm PT
Yeah, I'm with Kcube. If this is serious you really need to take things into perspective. What good would it do to off yourself? Nothing. When I said "Go bang a chick..." I meant find someone to share your feelings with. With little strides, you can make your life better, you control your destiny. Now why don't we go play some R:fom?
Posted May 20, 2007 10:13 pm PT
whats going on ? so you're leaving GS ?
Posted May 20, 2007 11:29 pm PT
tell us more about it maybe we can help
Posted May 21, 2007 5:03 am PT
life isn't always easy. Hopefully you have someone you can lean on and talk to so that your burdens aren't so heavy
Posted May 22, 2007 1:47 pm PT
Talk about it. Yeah Singapore is a stressful country, everyone knows it. But I'm sure the caring pple here can help you out.
Posted May 22, 2007 6:03 pm PT
Everyone is going to die physically, it's how life works. Millions of people feel dead like that. You have to realize life is what you make it and it's going to be full of stress and hard times. Saying how dead you are and will be isn't going to help anything.
Posted May 22, 2007 11:00 pm PT
That is fine, you are one of the guys who continuously keep my blog from having no comments =]
Posted May 24, 2007 4:27 am PT
Hope things are going better by now. You may have a condition(s) that requires professional help. Get it. Sometimes we have to forget about what we thought we knew and embrace change and reality. Don't embrace the negative particles too long.
Posted May 25, 2007 12:06 am PT
Happened to me a long time ago, once you accept it I pretty much came back to 100%, Life sucks.... it will always suck, because for us peons of the state, we have no power.
Posted May 27, 2007 7:56 am PT
Dude i'm really gonna have to get on MSN sometime soon and see if you're ok, you're really on a downward spiral.
Posted May 28, 2007 1:13 pm PT
I am here as much as I usually am. You know when that is. I've never turned you away, and never will. Even if you try to push. I haven't saw you in a long time, I hope to see you soon. If there is something wrong, please talk to me. You've been a good friend, and I appreciate that. If I'm not on, send an email, send a pm. Whatever it takes. I will get back to you as soon as I get it. You know I ever message people first, and have notifications turned off for MSN so if you sign on and I am already on I wouldn't see it anyways. I will keep my eye out for you, nd I really do hope to talk with you soon. Come back home to us here, you know how people are here, and you also know that there are plenty of us here that enjoy having you around, whether you post in blogs or not. you are a quality person, with intelligence, kindness and many other good virtues. Nobody is perfect, we all have negative things in our life, we are here for you to get through it. I am sorry I took so long to get this, maybe I should check blogs more often
I am here for you though, I hope that you still want me to be. I consider you a friend, if you want me as one then you know how to find me. The door is open. I really do hope to hear from you soon.
Posted Jun 1, 2007 6:11 am PT
i hope everything is ok...
Posted Jun 4, 2007 10:47 pm PT
uh, Last online May 22, 2007...
Posted Jun 5, 2007 4:38 am PT
Dang man... I hope everything's all right with you. I haven't been on much lately either, and I've been feeling down a lot over the past month too. Just remember, if things aren't going good now, they will get better.
Posted Jun 8, 2007 8:50 am PT
I'm posting because I'm worried about you... We haven't heard from you for so long... I just hope that you are okay.
Posted Jun 22, 2007 12:44 am PT
Posted Jun 22, 2007 1:16 am PT
Your one of the people I missed the most when i left GS, I came back to GS expecting to be able to talk to you and see how things have been going
this was the last thing i would expect, please come back and don't do anything stupid k? hope to see you soon
Posted Jun 29, 2007 3:30 pm PT
Okay. This isn't looking good
Posted Jul 2, 2007 9:14 am PT
I really hope he hasn't commit suicide
Posted Jul 9, 2007 6:07 pm PT
I have him on my friends list on PSN, I tried to contact him today >_> *crosses fingers*
Posted Jul 10, 2007 10:54 pm PT
Leech is everything ok man, I mean u haven't ben on MSN or anything. Please come back.
I miss ya man.
Posted Jul 17, 2007 8:31 pm PT
Posted Jul 18, 2007 1:44 am PT
Are you ok? Cause I....I'm worried about you.
Posted Jul 19, 2007 2:29 pm PT
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