its been a while since i could. hold my head up high its been a while since i saw you. ... i think those are the words to a song which i cant remember the name.. but it just popped in my head, so there you have it lovers. or non lovers.

well it has actually been a while over a month.. im getting 2 god damn lazy..

ive probably been up 2 a lot of stuff... but leaving blogs a month btw. its hard to remember all the sh*t ive done you know!!!

im still at school. still hating it but doing it. soon i have work placement im scared. im scared because ill be working with ppl/families with mental health issues. and ppl i know who work in the field ... get hit and can sometimes be difficult I realise this a generalisation..(omg its school.. look what its doing to me) but it can happen and i admit im scared because its gonna be very confronting. lol ok enough already i may die just from reading this over

I have kinda missed not coming on here. but in the grand scheme of things. i mean there are so many other things you should be doing instead of having to worry to blog.. not that i worried about not blogging. umm dont listen to me i was drinking last nite.

ahahaha last night was soooo fun i got a pissed. I hadnt had a drink in like 4 weeks. I know shock horror sallys all grown up now. hahahah i dont know bout that .. i drank a bit and got pissed easily but it was a happy pissed. and i saw these guys who i wanted to hook up with.. its complicated cause a friend knows blah blah blah its just they were hot i didnt want anything serious just *one for fun* hahahaha dont worry ur not meant to understand that

my friends totally cut sick,... like seriously it was sooo fun.. ppl hooking up with everyone hahahah sluts r us is my new motto hahha. after dancing for hours.. got home bout 5 slept a couple of hours. and met up with my mates again n went out for lunch... we went out to a pizza restuarant and well we happen to get seated next to someone i know. ew. i hate it when u run into ppl u dont want to see ... and well we were talking about sex baby. lets talk about u and me hahaha we were talking sex and things ppl probably shouldnt talk about at lunch and she gave my friend dirty looks. and hes like,.... shes a **** ahhaa. and think she was listening to our convo's ... hahahaha. ohh well.

ran into other mates.. where one did weird things with his tongue and scared me/ scared me for life. hahahah fun times we also went n watched ice hockey.. which was so f*cking freezing and yeah was ok wish daniel coulda been there ... hahaa

and ur a tool sooooo, so what. im not a rockstar I got no rockmoves and i dont need u 2nite.. hahaha i know they arent the right words what u gonna do . hmmmm

the other week i went to this Gig that was called the one night stand.. which was fun filled. bogan encrusted adventure. hahahah me n a mate drove a long time to go there and we saw children collide, miami horror,butterfly effect which were amazing and the singer was incredibly sexy like yeah F*ck he would sing to me anytime anywhere ... love butterfly effect check em out. Hilltop hoods.. amazing amazing amazing aussie hip hop the best sh*t . seriously almost died in the mosh it was great eskimo joe were ok.. ive seen before. guitar player was hot haha. not a huge fan love a few of there songs though. It was really good. This bogan tried to pick me up.. telling me im beautiful n sh*t im like ... F.U.

wow im really rambling on bout sh*T hahaha i havent really been up to that much ... parties. schooling, clubbing.. been having fun. Got my car fixed .

ummmmm.. yeah this is crap.. but its something!!!!!

title- chase that feeling-hilltop hoods. -check this out

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LWChcdgo2HY&feature=PlayList&p=E02F92F12A51CB95&index=0&playnext=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99LqZ66-jZo this is an awesome drinking tune!!!!!!

and i seriously f*cking love this song.. its an aussie band TZU listen 2 it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5SIstHR4IWc

love u long time

sorry Ive been MIA. ive really lost interest in this site.

funny how i was saying how good everythings been then probably that next week turned to crap

this is going to be very short and not very entertaining!!!

I hope everyones been good

I dont really have that much to say I guess its not that I have nothing to say its more there is nothing i really want to share atm. IM not in the sharing mood.

ohhh ill share this im trying to get my act together save some money.. im planning to get my arse over to the USA!!!!

well.... hmmm... this nothingness is overwhelming me.

only 28 weeks to go

I have found about a dozen more festivals I need to go 2. lol

also next year me n a friend of mine r going backpacking through europe YAYA> i need to get my saving on.. I know lol

hot european MEN here I Come.

also Im a bit confused atm.. about a certain guy.. and its not just him

ive been meeting the most sexy guys lately and why is it, that their is plenty or there is none.? story of my life. ..

i cant wait this weekends gonna be funnnnntimes.

ok well this is getting longer then I said..so i will stop now.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

title- Glavegas- Its my own cheating heart.

hello whoever is reading this.

firstly .. kyle ur comment made me laugh just so you know

I have been really good lately lifes on the improve.. now that i have said that its going to get worse .. lol

i had a good weekend. On friday i met up with some friends we did stuff. the end. lol nah lol we went to the melbourne comedy festival and we saw greg fleet it was really funny and he was talking about hookers, drugs and sex sounds like my kinda show hahahaha im joking he was though it was all funny. In the middle another comedian came onto the stage.. harley breen and seriously he was so incredibly sexy.. i mean he was perfect... everything i like in guy hahahaha. i said I was gonna chat him up after but he left after his bit and the show continued.. lol ohhh well hahahaha. if anyone here is from melbourne you should totally hit up the melbourne comedy festival its awesomess. Something I also enjoyed was it was at a bar hahaha no i wasnt drinking then but after the show was done.. i had a couple of drinnks.

then we headed to fed square where I sent a hate message to this thing ... but it was never displayed ... in fed square u can send a message to this number and it will displayed in public hahahah mine wasnt lol then we headed to another bar. and I had never been to this bar b4 it was awesome love. and no i dont mean the alcohol.. hahahah nah i just loved the vibe and the music hahaha it was like rusta music I loved it also the bartender was awesome.. and mmmm Irish and he kept making me awesome drinks.. and omfg he made me a double tequila sunrise.. tequila is a killer but love at the same time...

we also went to the casino but they wouldnt let my friend in.. stupid f*cking bastards. lol we went upstairs and i was waiting for my friends and this guy signalled me to come with him... im like ahhh no wtf. LOL. then we had like late nite macca;s lol at like 4am lol sweetness hahaha.

Vfestival omfg that morning b4 we went to v we were in spencer street n went to the supermarket.. and anyways i just bought energy drinks and i went to pay and couldnt find my money... and i realised its down my bra.. and the guy was laughing... lol we caught the train to V and yey Pen from my previous blog was also going to V so we met up with him lol. apparently I was fun @ that party and wasnt a total fool hahahaha. now that I was talking to him and not drunk he was still awesome and we got a long soo great we pretty much hung out together the whole day

some of the bands I saw were tame impala, duffy, elbow, madness,snow patrol, kaiserchiefs, children collide, temper trap, The killers and omfg last minute addition VANILLA ICE ; hahahahaha. I saw him but omfg it was hilarious.

i really enjoyed all that I saw!!! hahaha madness was an awesome vibe.. 80's music lol and our house is a song I will never forget me and liz had a blast and ppl dancing to the music was awesome LOL the vibe is so different from like big day outs because its only 18 plus so no one under 18 is allowed, so you could drink booze anywhere and I loved it and i only had like 2 drinks there

Children collide were amazing.. i seriously love them hahaha we met some awesome girls and hahah they are like lets make a star and we took random pics with them and one of them had the maddest mrs potts earrings i loved them :p and they were cute.. i dont mean that way.. I mean I am heaps taller then them and when i was taking a photo they would bend down so i got good pics.. but they were short it was funny!!!

vanilla ice cracked me up i mean seriously does he have more then one song..? lol and he was like 20 minutes late getting on stage grrr! when he got on stage he was pouring water over himself and pulled chicks up onto the stage pretty much cause he is a one hit wonder at least to my knowledge!! hahaha but when he finally got on stage there was some guy dressed as a clown.. he was creepy and anyways when he finally played 'ice ice baby' the crowd went wild.... i think it may have suprised him a little cause he came back on stage with his camera. and they werent letting ppl into the stage cause it was packed. it was funny and mad, and even though he is lame i never thought i'd ever see him live hahahaha. something ill never forget

duffy isnt really my type of thing but I had a good time! Pen and I were laughing so much. just so ur wondering pen isnt his real name!! hahahaha I call him pen though duffy does sound really good live but her songs are all about love .. well the ones i heard and i wasnt in the love music mood hahaha.

elbow were awesome!!! we did the mexican wave hahaha and my friend did way too early I mean no one in the section I was doing it. and she did I laughed at her and so did others it was cute lol elbow were really good

everyday I love you less and less. kaiserchiefs were awesome shame i didnt get to stay and hear, I predict a riot i heard it was awesome though!! snowpatrol played run they didnt die lol.. seriously amazing amazing amazing loved it loved it. amazing again i didnt stay for the whole set cause snow patrol and kaiserchiefs and the killers all clashed.. and I wanted awesome viewing for the killers.

The killers were amazing amazing.. Brendan flowers really can put on a show. he looked soo sexy and he looked a bit skinny.. but still sexy lol they had like palm trees on the stage and they played bones, joy ride, mr brightside, all awesome songs.. then again i just love the killers and they put on an amazing show.. some chick threw her top on stage and some guy did a run across the stage hahahaha .. ppl were standing on top of ppl (other ppl were holding them up but they were guys who were doing it ) lol

Pen and ken went wherever they went after V and they wanted to meet up with us again

after V we went into the city and went out for a late night dinner at like 1 am we got pizza and cocktails what was with me seeing so many hot guys this weekend, the waiter was very sexual hahahah omfg I got a long island ice tea I havent ever had one of those so i thought I should try it It was so strong.. and Liz and I had an awesome talk and krisy was awesome I had a great time and met some awesome ppl I didnt want to go home Pen n I really got a long and i said u prob think im crazy hes like yeah and awesome LOL. so I must be awesomly crazy YAY

Got home and I couldnt sleep I was way too pumped up to sleep... and I had the killers stuck in my head and wow I think this may be getting a little too long.

The next day I was putting petrol in my car.. and I went to pay like a good girl and the guys like .. you are a special woman.. im like ha? hes like are you? Im like what?? then im like NO and he kept insisting I was and hes like im giving u a discount off my petrol bill...it was weird..... lol

wow easter is coming up this will probably be my last blog for a while.

I just want to say to everyone happy easter and I hope u have a good day, whatever it is you do. eat lots of chocolate i have already been doing that one lol im bad.

songs of the week lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwIe_sjKeAY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2DRxCrjxF8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yssSSWEJMgI&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZMB5a8BR1U&feature=related

xoxoxoxox

oh i didnt even lose anything on the weekend ( though i almost lost my phone and realised so i went to pick it up) LUCKY!!!