I've reached the day I feared would come. My doctor told me today that I HAVE to operate otherwise I'll be stuck with this pain forever, and it will just get worse. And I who think this is bad! I'm so scared. They are going to drill into my foot and release red blood corpuscles and hopefully they will heal my inner wound. I'm so scared...wait I've already said that...well, it can be said two times. I hate my foot. (My other left foot... episode 12, season 1 in NCIS. xD) A little humor in this horrible news. I'm even going to be send to sleep. OMG! What if I don't wake up!? (That was a crazy thought, I know.) And what if I wake up in the middle of the surgery!? I really need happy thoughts right now guys! Happy, happy, happy thoughts... Like Tate. Taaateee...

I love you all! All the Tate fans, all the NCIS fans, all the DA fans and just the lot of you. All my friends and all my c l a s s mates. And I missed my favorite lesson (Web Design) with my favorite teacher (Niklas) to be at that stupid hospital (Lundby) to hear that horrible news (which you've heard of for the past 2 minutes now)... I hope I get well...

Love from Beatrice.