Eeeeeek!!! I'm 17 tommorrow, i'm not excited i'm freaked out! That's almost 18 which would mean I was legally an adult. Freaking weird! I'm like the most childish person in the world. For example I actually got a Doctor Who poster for my birthday. Well I haven't got it yet but my friend always tells me what she's going to get me.

17 is a really unimportant birthday except for the fact that I can now legally get a provisional driving license.

16's better. At 16 you can buy ciggarettes, buy a lotto ticket( and scratchcards) and have sex.

I don't do most of those things anyway but the point is I could if I wanted to. The bad thing is I waste far to much money on scratchcards. I think I have a problem.

I can't remember what you can do at 18 except drink alcohol. Hmmmm...

Well completley of the point, I was reading the newspaper earlier and there was this story about these three 16 year olds that beat up a man because they were drunk. So now the goverment wants to make the drinking 21. But this kids weren't 18 anyway so how does that make sense? Pubs serve underage kids anyway. Half the 6th form at my school spend their lunchtimes down the pub. I spent mine watching high school musical at my friends house. See childish!

A quiz I stole........................

This Summer Have You...

Been On A Boat?: Yep
Went To The Ocean?: Yep
went to the movies?: Every week without fail! It doesn't rain inside.
Been on a Plane?: Yep
Worked out? Nope of course not.
Partied too much?: Possible

Summer This or That..

Flip-Flops or Barefoot? Barefoot
Beach or Pool?: Pool. Sand is evil.
Ice cream or Snow cone?: ice cream. I've never had a snow cone.
Bug-Bite or Sun Burn?: Sun burn. It would mean there was sun.
Hang With Friends or Family?: friends.

Best of Summer..

Movie: Knocked up or Hairspray.
Fashion: I only got to wear my summer stuff in portugal other than that jeans and jumpers.
TV Show: ummmm.... Nothing except dvd's of One Tree Hill and GG.
Concert: Lost Prophets.
Song: Crush Crush Crush by Paramore

This Summer who.

Made you laugh?: my friends.
Let you down? no one.
Lied to you?: I'm sure someone has.
Stole your heart?: nope.

What did you look forward to most about Summer?
London trips with my friends.

During the summer did you party or relax more?
50/50

did you set/accomplish goals this summer? No I was going to work but I just never got round to it.

Did you make any new friends?
yep

Did you sleep all day and stay up all night?
I may have. Yes.
What was the best way to keep cool during the summer?
Going outside.

What's your favorite food to eat during the summer?
Skittles.

Did you learn something new this summer?
Probabley.

What did you learn?

True or false: This summer was better than last summer.
I had more fun but last summer it was sunny.

Do you already have plans for next summer?
No I don't organise that far ahead.

School tommorrow. Yay!!!!!!!!!!! I'll hate it again in three days but for now I really want to go back.

I have decided that I moan to much. I find it so incredibly easy to write and talk about what is going wrong in my life.Then when I'm really happy about something I find it hard to express. I don't know if that's normal, but I have never claimed to be normal so I guess it doesn't matter.

So anyway from now on I am going to be Miss. Positivity. I have a good life. School starts soon and I could not be more excited. I get to concentrate on four subjects that I actually enjoy and I can forget everthing I have ever learnt about Trig. Also I never have to speak French again unless I actually go to France !

I'm still the same girl that spends hours watching Gilmore Girls and never gets bored of it. I still listen to my music to loud and I still spend so much time on the computer, it's crazy.

I have learnt to accept that everything changes and memories are good but I can't live my life in them. We all have to change, or else we'd be boring. I will always be my own person, no matter what. That's just how it has to be. Maybe I have made some bad decisions but they just leave room for good ones to be made again.

I ramble way to much as you can see. But on the plus side not one mention of the weather in this blog.Imagine that.

School starts in 3 days and it's my birthday in 17 days! Happy!