Tradegy

It is the holiday supposed to be filled with joy and cheer. What kind of news do I get? My grandma is dying. That just bites majorly. I swear and everything was going good too. Why does everything have to happen this way? It seems like just as you start to enjoy someone that they are taken away from you. It also fills you up with regret and sadness because of things you have said and done to or about that person. I just don't understand what is going on and why this just has to happen. I mean she has so much to live for and people who care about her and need her. This is just not fair.