there's sunny skies as far as I can see.

if you ever come back home to Carolina,

i wonder what you'd say to me...

so california is now my home.

making friends, making enemies, ALREADY.

its been pretty nice, but i still miss iowa.

i miss my kenan, so so much.

this summer, i will come see you, and i will be there for you through your pain.

my aa meetings are going good as well.

i've met good people there.

things, are finally, turning around.

happy happy, joy joy.

Second week in California.

I love it here, but I miss everything in Iowa.

I didn't think I would miss something this much.

I miss my friends, my family, my teachers, my home, my driveway, my backyard, my room. I miss everything.

I need to go back, but I can't. California is my home now, I have to deal.