My recent trip back to the place of my previous work has encuraged my need for more alcohol. As you can tell im not enjoying my time back. Things havent changed since i left in Oct for my secondment and i can probably say that the 2 weeks that ive been back have just shown that its got worse. Not that im blowing my own horn but the management team have no back bone and no forward thinking, its way too departmentalized i.e. im in charge of the pool so i cant make any decisions about reception etc etc and its boring me to tears. Sent an application for a new job and ive contacted them to meet up so i can get a feel and they can put a face to the application so ill keep you posted. Its still council but its a H&S trainer which is really my forte as thats my main role in work. If they can pay for my neebosh id be laughing as id be outta there quick smart and find myself a high paid respectable private job. Fingers crossed x x x

Anyways just bought Madden 08 which im loving the graphics are awesome and i cant notice any delay that people are talking about, only that when they zoom in on 1 character i.e. after a touchdown its slightly blurred and then readjusts itself s its perfect, but that might just be an effect (Im such a novice production companies would love me)

Waiting for my GTA4 to come along with my bargin of Gran Turismo which i got for £18.99 or might even be £15.99 which is a down right bargin and couldnt say no. Also bought F1 for ps3 which is awesome but quite tricky to get used to when you take all the assits of. Easily get into online gaming with it although its quite confusing that some gamers can start and win a race when they join late, thats a little frustrating. I'm now skint and want devil may cry also......try and resist!!!

Currently listening to- Micheal Jackson 25th anniversary Thriller Album ***** Classic with great re-mixes

Last film watched- Stardust ***** Awesome i will defo buy when i comes out along with a hd dvd player!!!! Kel hope you not reading this cos we are skint and we want our own house But hey technology will always get the better of us.

Its valentines day and kelly is in the middle of cooking a 3 course meal- Tempura prawns, Hunters chicken and vanilla ice cream with crushed malteasers. Im drinking Carling....too many cooks and all that!!!

Enjoy your night, hope you get what you want Be good chickens x x x x