Heyo people, my friends, my family...

so like yeah its really late and im really tired but im also really hyper... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm me thinks this = bad combonation. hehehe.

I got my actual real licenses today. I had a paper one till they could make the real one then they mail u the real one in the mail. Well i got it today. its pretty. But my picture is really not that good. Well i mean its decent but im looking down in it haha.

So im going to try and make this blog not point less. i just want to say a few things that i have realized.

While i have been away i was going throigh some tuff times. But we wont go into all of that, to say the least i just wanted to let you all know that im am here for anyone who needs a friend to talk to. I have some great friends here who were amazing to me and i want to give back in return.

well idont want to go to sappy on you guys so i will stop while im ahead. wow this blog is really random.

Friends = Life, yes family is great but you need friends to survive.

well im going to go back to sleep now. i get to see my bf in the morning so its all good i need to be rested haha. like that will happen considering im sick hehe.

Love you all

Tamara

ps. fell free to spam

So yeah if you go to my last blog i commented you all back. sorry there not that long. I promise to make a new blog in a few days ive been really busy.

Miss you all!!!!!!

Tamara

So hi everyone!!! And know i know what your thinking this is just going to be one of those stupid blogs where i just say hi n move on.... but your wrong!!!

So guess what!!! Im now officaly a licensed driver. (better beware) I went to take my drivers test on monady and passed!!!! My sister Ari is pissed at me kind of though cause shes a year older than me and still doesnt have hers yet. It's not my fault though. See here what happened:

Last summer, not the one that just happened but the one before that, my sister took drivers ed. (we're a year and 6 hours apart) she did fine but then when the class was over she decided she wanted to take a brake and practice and study a little bit more. She did and well lets just say she still hasn't gotten her license yet. My dad will ask her every day if she wants to drive to school for practice and she says no. So i don't see why shes mad at me. I worked hard for it and went and study and passed. I wasnt going to let that chance pass me by. If she wants it so badly she should practice more. anyway. I actualy find it kind of funny

On the other hand. I just found out today my other older sister. Well shes my half sister is getting a divorce. I wont give you all the gory details, but i guess things are getting a little out of hand. I feel bad for her 3 kids though. I want her to come live with us but its a complicated story.

More news:

My brothers back to this site that makes me so happy!!! Maybe i will start comming more i dont know it depends on how much time i have. Im trying though!!!

Me and BF still going strong its been almost 4 months (thought you all should know).

Now a question for you all.... usualy i do swim team for the school in the winter, but this year i have a whole bunch of my friends and BF who are tring to get me to do cross country skiing. I don't know which to do. I really want to try something new since i swam for 7 years of my life but everybody in my family is like "its going to be so hard, you need to get into serious shape." so i dont know they make it sound like i will die and not make it at all. I mean i excersie on a daily basis usualy and if i do do it i will go into tennis in really gret shape and thats my main thing right now. What should i do????

Now a quick dedication:

Mi amigo, my friend, sean, please feel better. I know times may get hard but you got to put yourself out there and keep your head high and think im worth something. You have people who care about you, just think of them. We are always here for you.

Now...

Hi tiff!!!(i just had to)

and hi to everyone else.

wow i typed a lot i think this is my longest blog ever. haha yay me.

well im really hyper. I dont think i should of drank that vault now i wont sleep. oh well.

Hope you all are doing well. My best wishes to all of you

Lot's of love

Tamara