Hey Everyone It's been a long while, and I'm finally getting some down time to post a blog, so lets jump right into it

A lotta new stuff going on, and I think I'm reverting to my old Kenny789 inspired blog layout.

ZUNE HD

I got the 16 GB black one, and I have to say it's pretty awesome. I facebook from it and stuff all the time. Those of you that are wondering whether it is better then the iTouch, all I have to say is this: If you want a richer media experience, the Zune should be your pick. The features for listening to music are awesome; If you click the name of an artist, it gives you a biography, pictures, related artists, etc. HD radio is pretty cool, and the OLED screen is second to none. The iTouch is for you if you want more of a do it all device; games and the like. Zune HD also has an app store, but its not open to 3rd party developers yet, but it's fundamentally the same thing.

PARANORMAL ACTIVITY

This movie was friggin stellar. It scared the living daylights out of my sister, and I personally thought it was the scariest/best horror movie this year. My only complaint is that there isn't much material; the movie is about an hour and a half long, and the scary parts are spaced pretty evenly through out. But when they do come, the whole auditorium jumps and yells with you. That, and the fact that it is a Blair Witch Project styIe mockumentary make it an awesome experience. The lack of a soundtrack also adds to the whole "omg this is real" vibe. Real well down movie, 8.9/10

GIRLS

Two persons of interest right now, both are going pretty well. The girl with the four year crush that I've previously mentioned have pretty much no chance of happening. She has too much drama going on, and I'm really kinda sorta done with it all. One of the forementioned girls are going with me to see Paranormal Activity again

That's all for now, unless I remember more. Comments would be much appreciated

Hullo everyone its update time, so lets jump right into it!!

Xbox 360:

Nope, still no Xbox. Am I angry? Yup. Can I do anything about it? Nope. So here I am. Biding my time.

School!!!:

So school has now started, and here's my current schedule:

English- its fun, the teachers nice, and American Literature is way easier than British Literature.

Orchestra- Still love this class, and I'm getting better all the time.

History- Blech, US history. Good thing its an easy class.

Chemistry- I fell asleep the first day. Enough said, about the class and the teacher.

Algebra 2- Easy, nice teacher, nothing special about this class.

AP Psychology- I love this class. The teacher is great (he freakin quotes Led Zeppelin!! how AWESOME!! ). and the material is very interesting.

Spanish- Same teacher, same startling lack of difficulty.

Study Hall- Boring. Nothing more.

In other news, I havent been well lately. Depression has settled back in and.... life has lost its spark. I'm always riding extreme emotional highs and lows, so I think it might be bipolarism. My heart feels so heavy. I don't feel anything but hurt anymore. Memories of my childhood are resurfacing, and I can't cope. And I don't even want to start with the girl problems.

thanks for listening, comments are craved , and sorry if I put you off your lunch break.

4 years. the Xbox 360 was announced in May of 2005, and I was damn sure I wanted it. Knowing my mom, asking wouldn't work. She doesn't believe in video games. And god knows we couldn't afford it at the time. So I waited. And waited. All my friends got one. All my cousins got one. And I kept getting laughed at for toting a Playstation 2. And so it continued. Until May of 2009. i found out I was getting a job, and I KNEW I as gonna get it now. I spent months, playing around with budgets, and time frames, on how long it would take for me to earn enough to purchase the following:

- Xbox 360 Pro

- Xbox Live Gold

- GTA IV

- Play and Charge controller kit

- Midnight Club LA

- 4,000 points.

- and maybe one more game under 30$.

When I got my first paycheck, my mom convinced me to sign the checks and give them to her. She said she would put them in an account. I made sure, and I asked several times, if, when I needed it, I could have my money withdrawn, and we could go Gamestop and I would buy all the crap I've been pining after for years. Two weeks ago I had $241. I got my paycheck this week and that paycheck was for $262. $503 total. If I sold my ps2 and all my old gear, my total would be around $550. I was esctatic. I messaged my mom and my uncle, and here's the message:
"Just got my check: $262!! Be ready to go to Gamestop on Saturday!!" I got a "talk to you later" response from both. Since that day, every time I mentioned it, they would say "we'll talk." So I waited, until Friday night when we were all driving home late at night from Washington DC. I asked, "Hey mom, so tommorow we go to the bank, and then to Gamestop, so is that the order we're going in? and what time are we going?" She looks at my uncle and says, "Can you explain all this to him?" And he has me repeat what I said, me still not catching on. The is the conversation in its entirety.

"I said, hey, how bout we go to the bank and GS tomorrow. What time do you wanna go?"

"We aren't going anywhere until I see your report from summer school."

*pause.

"You can't do that. You already said if my grades in that were bad, I couldn't have unlimited text messaging, and instead I'd have the least amount!"

"You can't have everything you want."

Then my mom came into the conversation:
"I'm not giving you another chance to get an F in something. how are you going to find time to play? Who's gonna water the grass? You don't water or cut the grass anymore! Zead (neighbor) cuts the front!"

"You haven't had video games for the last two years! And you had one F the first, and 2 the second! If I give you video games, what's gonna happen to your grades?"

I was quiet this whole time, while every fault, and shortcoming pertaining to me are brought forward. When I respond, I get mocked by my mom. She makes fun of my voice and repeats what I say. So for the first time, i didn't talk back. And there I sat in the back seat, cause i didn't want to be with her, biting the inside of my mouth so hard it bled, and my nails drawing blood from my palms as well. She also told me that I couldn't take the money I had in my account until I was 18. I'll admit. The pain inside my mouth and on my hands, and the stinging remarks made by my mom bought tears. I didn't sob. But I sat there, frowning, with my door locked until 3:30. I felt like screaming. Who the f*** was my uncle to tell me what I could and couldn't do? He's forgetting; he's no my father. My mom might have accepted and welcomed him, with the same for my sister. But I hadn't. I acknowledged everything he'd done for us. Helping us financially and emotionally for nearly a decade. Truth be told, he's not even related to us. My mom accepted him as her "brother." I won't pretend like I forgot what I caught him and my mom doing when I was 7.

I haven't been this upset for months. All for a 360? Perhaps. Also for being lied to. For being dictated by someone who had no right to dictate me. Call me an obsessed fanboy. Go ahead. I shut myself up for 4 years. Not any longer.