hello

well what can i say, life is never noraml for anyone, it's never great.. i got my math GCSE result on the 15th of january.. i got a B.. so im very happy. i havent't had the time to wirte in a long time, i think the last time i wrote was in december around christmas time. lawl. in the last month i have started using my bebo and myspace more,, and even yesturday, to make my friend happy i made a facebook.. doubt ill use that much though. i had bit of apare time so i thought i would come one here and do something. what to go to next.. ah.. new years. well mine sucked.. i was working, so that meant not seeing friends or anything, just babysitting for my sister's friend, so they could all go out and have fun, and my mum babysat my sister's kids. january.. well i got my math results.. i was really happy.. still am i guess. ooh but before that we celebrated my neice's seventh birthday. and at the end of january.. i fell in love.. it just hurts so much that we are so far apart.. and because of that we are just staying friends, but who knows what the future will bring, you don't know who's round the corner lawl. febuary.. celerbrated my sisters twentyninth, she enjoyed it at least. and here we are now in march.. ohh i had cawl on the first of march, as it was st. david's day. but last week on the 25th of febuary.. our school had a suffered terrible loss, a girl in my year died unexpectidly on wednesday night, we are still unsure of how sarah died.. i jsut hate that we don't know the cause.. it would be so much easier to understand if we knew the cause of her death.. my friends were closer to her, i don't like seeing them in pain. well i have to go, back to school work, although i dont even know why i am writing as no one reads these.. i guess it helps get everything out of my system.. well good luck xx

hey!

first i want to say a merry christmas to everyone, who is bored enough to read this blog.

christmas time is meant to be about the birth of the baby jesus - but kids these days just think it is about them getting prezzents from santa/ farther christmas, and yes i believed in santa till i was five , asn it is nice for them to have that bit of magic at christmas, but to forget why we even celebrate christmas in the first place is just plain wrong.

i may not be as religious as some people but i still care and understand why we celebrate this day each year- it's a birthday known world wide.

i know at times my family think i don't like this time of year and am not very pleasent to be around, but if you knew my family you would know why, all failies have that one cooky part to them, tehy seem to think it's me, being different to them, i think it's them- my nan is different she is the one who got me thinking of how times have changed, when she was my age it was the war, they didn't have any of the things we have now, she finds computers bafeling, i know that it is good for thing to have imrpoved. i just wish people would teach their children the meaning of christmas, that it is a holy day!

anyway - i haven't written for a long time , probs since the summer holidays, i finished school for the xmas hols yestuday, so i have a little time to write, i normally end up writing crap. i have done my maths GCSE exams (nov 6 & 12) and am working owards my other exams in may. i really hope i do well enough to get onto the course i want to do in college then hopefully onto university.

i have to go now though, my neice is singing in the choir at the church , our wholde family are going to watch.

ill try and update more regually now!!

seasons greatings

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hey ,

well im sitting in the libary board as i dunp what,

because i missed the stupid bus this morning for school.

so i had nothing to do so i came down the libary to finish an history essay because my mother is on the laptop.

it's ten past eleven in the morning here.

nothing much else to say right now

bi sx