Luckily my holliday ended on Sunday, so now I'm back at work and the weather isn't disturbing me as much.. ![]()
My holliday went fine. I hang out with my bestest friends, a lot, read all Harry Potters (except the 7th one) watched old movies from VHS's, went swimming, twice x), and ofcourse partied many times. Kind a cool summer was it. ![]()
I have lots of plans for this fall: I start to study Spanish. I look forward that very much. I also start going to gym and running so that on next spring I'll run more than 3000 meters at cooper. I also have now two schools I might ably next spring, so I can prepare myself for that too. And ofcourse I continue playing floorball, that's my true love. Practises are started on 12th of next month. Can't wait!!
Okay, I might have to say few things about my stupid feelings.
I found out that one of my friends from our men's floorball team has been liking me a lot since we first met, one and half year ago. I also like him, as a friend. I wish I didn't know that because now I can't talk with him like I use to, 'cause I know he'll remember everything I say (and how I look like, he has so called photograph memory.. :S). That's a bad thing if I start to like some guy as not-friendly-way. Or sth. I don't know how to explain this. I really like him, but not enough. He's too kind for me, I need someone who is able to tell me not to do sth, when I'm selfish. He's not able to do that.
One friend of mine said that I'm again lookig excuses not to involve. Maybe. But I also don't want to play with his feelings, 'cause I know I don't like him as much as he likes me.
Enough with that. x)
New winds are blowing..
