But here I am. Back at TV.com. Or actually, I've been here, I just hadn't much to write to you.

Only a bit over a mounth to cristmas and I'm really looking for it. I have had such a hurry autumn that it's nice to know there's going to be some holiday at that point.

Even though I haven't had much extra time, I have been able to find couble of new loves from telly (or actually while living in Finland, I have to download them, but shhh.. no one must know . Gossip Girl has really hit on me, as well as the newest season of Smallville. I'm loving it!

These have helped me to survive without OTH. Soon! Not so long anymore.

You might have heard about the terrible action here in Finland when 18 year old boy got a gun and shut with it on his school. Eight other people were killed and finally the boy shut himself and died in hospital. 7th of November will be sad for people living in Jokela for long time. My thoughts are with all the people suffered because of one sick boy who thought this was THE WAY to change the world. Sorry, it isn't and it will never be.

Joy for all,
love,
me.

Luckily my holliday ended on Sunday, so now I'm back at work and the weather isn't disturbing me as much..

My holliday went fine. I hang out with my bestest friends, a lot, read all Harry Potters (except the 7th one) watched old movies from VHS's, went swimming, twice x), and ofcourse partied many times. Kind a cool summer was it.

I have lots of plans for this fall: I start to study Spanish. I look forward that very much. I also start going to gym and running so that on next spring I'll run more than 3000 meters at cooper. I also have now two schools I might ably next spring, so I can prepare myself for that too. And ofcourse I continue playing floorball, that's my true love. Practises are started on 12th of next month. Can't wait!!

Okay, I might have to say few things about my stupid feelings.

I found out that one of my friends from our men's floorball team has been liking me a lot since we first met, one and half year ago. I also like him, as a friend. I wish I didn't know that because now I can't talk with him like I use to, 'cause I know he'll remember everything I say (and how I look like, he has so called photograph memory.. :S). That's a bad thing if I start to like some guy as not-friendly-way. Or sth. I don't know how to explain this. I really like him, but not enough. He's too kind for me, I need someone who is able to tell me not to do sth, when I'm selfish. He's not able to do that.

One friend of mine said that I'm again lookig excuses not to involve. Maybe. But I also don't want to play with his feelings, 'cause I know I don't like him as much as he likes me.

Enough with that. x)
New winds are blowing..

It's a while since my last blogpost here and now I try to write sth wice.

It's summer here in Finland. Sun is shining, people are happy and I have a holliday. Started today!

Summer is one of the most wonderful time, because you can be outside almost whole day and 'cause people have hollidays, you can spent lots of time with your friends. Atleast I can do that.

Last summer was one of the bestest I have had. And that was because of great friends to hang out with. I hope this summer is atleast as good. And for now, looking all the plans I have, it's going to be. Great.

One reason more to make this summer more special: I graduated couple weeks ago so this is the first summer for long time that I don't have to feel quilty about not to do any stuffs for school. I can just lay and read. I am planning to read many books. I started couple days ago The Lord of the Ring and I have allready readen 2/3 of it. Next project is to read as many Harry Potters as I can.

I have also time to look for that special boy, I've been waiting for..

Happy summer for all of you!
Love,
Anu