I had a Doctor's appointment today which I missed, it was kinda important and I couldnt go because I am **** scared of going the doctors and this is like the 1st time I've had to go by myself, and I couldnt even go inside, I just waited outside for 5 minutes and then came home, its kinda pathetic but I cant bring myself to go in, its too bloody creepy!

Im the same with dentists I was supposed to get a tooth out last week and I had to cancel cos I couldnt go, again too scared, Im usually quite brave, but when it comes To Dentists, Doctors or Dolphins I lose my nerve.

Ahh, I guess thats the price I pay to look so good

A couple of months ago I was terrified because of my AS levels, this was my last chance to make something of myself and since then i've been rather relaxed, GTA4 has come and gone, and im supposed to go back to school tomorrow, but we dont know our results from the tests we've done till August or July i think, I need a D but a B/C Would Be ideal for me and now im starting to get worried over those results as im gonna have to go the job centre and become a proper adult, this is big for me