well, Im off to England everyone.

Wont have much net acces, but Ill try and catch up with you guys when I can.

Be good love you all (esp. Newbie )

Ainav.

'Ello!

I have been working my little butt off these last two weeks! Yesterday and the day before I worked at least 11 hours a day! its insane, I dont even really need the money for anything lol.What work am I doing you ask? inventory. Its an odd job thing.. not very intresting and I cant be botherd to explain But I met a lot of nice people and they want me to come work at the shop now. Everyone there loved me, its quite shocking really. I mean I would never see myself as a people person but apparantly people actually llike me, even love me most of the time.

Ah Im such a charmer, the moment I brake out that smile of mine no one stands a chance

Thats all I have to say really, just wanted to blog. have a great week everyone

Hello all

Do I have a lot of things for you today!

First off I went to the beach today with my friends and had a good time. I wanted to tan a bit because Im as pale as Ive ever been. you see I tan quite well so Im usually brownish XD. I Didn't want to get too tanned OR burned so I made sure to put sun block on. Of course I never thought Id get burned on the walk over to my sisters flat but Im Ainav, so I did.

I have also set a date to fly to England (I fly every year because all my family is there in Manchester) with my dad, from the 21st to the 16th of August. Im hoping to see a play or two while Im there (dieing to see Lion King in London) and even make a trip to Scotland or Ireland for a few days, but we'll see how goes.

Finally, I have a poem for you!

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"I am Perfect" I will say

with a half mouthed grin

and a confidence ray.

"Are you really?" they shall ask.

Hit by my charm,

they stood no chance.

But my smile turns bitter

as my mind changes phase,

"no" is my answer

and at me they will gaze.

"I have this defect"

I will continue quite solemn

"Self destruction,

its my biggest problem".