I guess by the lack of response to my last blog!....that i have lost most of the friends i previously had here just over 10 months ago now, i am upset about it, 
because did miss you all and wondered how you were all doing.
But i was gone rather a long time and just couldn't get online until now, after living through a terrible marriage and finally leaving my husband i had to uproot my life completely and start over, its been very hard and traumatic in alot of respects and kinda scary too as not lived alone for over 8yrs, but i am so glad i found the courage to do it as im happier for it, Just wished i had left him years ago instead of wasting 8yrs of my life, still better late than never.
I was hoping the few people i was fortunate to know and call my friends wouldn't forget me and move on! but sadly it seems you have.
Im so glad that i have three friends left and didn't loose them too, so i would like to thank Rob, Ralph and Granposho for caring enough to still be my friends and respond to my previous blog! Thanks guys! 