Hello everyone, I'm making another blog here to show that i am still breathing 
Its been awhile since the last time i blogged and that was in July, that's sad because its September now
well i suppose this isn't much of asurprise by me though considering I'm not much ofa blogger anyways. Well how has everyone been?Iwill try and drop by as many blogs as i can, if i have missed yours I'm sorry, its just that life has been really stressful lately
Life Update: Well I'm back in school I cant say I'm too happy about that but the good news is that its my senior year and that i only have to go for an half of a year as well. The reason for this is because of the whole 8 cl@sses(wait we still cant say c.lass on here)a year thing. I pretty much have all the credits i need to graduate except for one and that's English 12. I only have to take 4 c.lasses and they are as following:
Forensic Science: this period seems like it will be alright, i mean the teacher is kinda boring but that's ok because i knowa fewpeople in the c.lass so i don't feel soalone.
Honors English: Have you ever met the sort of personwho seems to be over happy about everything? Well that pretty much describes my english teacher. I think i will be alright in here, I only have one "friend" in here so Ill be ok. I'm a bit worried about how i will do on my research paper though
Psychology: The study of behaviors and mental processing, my area of specialty. I really like studying peoples minds and how they work but this cl.ass isn't as fun as i thought it would be. Of course i only have had this c.lass for three days so i don't know yet, maybe it will pick up. Whatever the case I'm just glad I have a "friend" in here as well.
Math and Personal Finance: This c.lass well.....................it sucks. I'm happy with the other 3 but i really hate this one, i don't know if i will be able to handle the idiots I call cl.assmates. Its a bit disappointing too that its the last period of the day before going home. I get a headache from not only the work but the morons around me To add on to all of this, i have no "friends" with me this time around.
Well what can i do, ill just try to focus on the end of all this not the journey to it.
Rant: "Living in the Twilight" You may have noticed that every time i typed the word "friend" in this blog,I put emphasis on it. Why? well i always wondered what a friend really was to begin with. I know its such a simple word, but what meaning does it have when its applied to the complex minds of human beings? What reason is there for them? Why do we strive to obtain them? How far can you count on a "friend" when they are there? Ive pondered on this for almost all of my life because of past experiences where i was crushed by those who i thought meant more then what they truly did. After said experiences i was very wary of people around me, keeping them at a safe distant. Even those that refer to me as their "friend" I cant say that I'm sure i feel the same way. I usually just think of others who i know and talk to as mere acquaintances. I may sound cold and maybe i am, but i cant help but feel this way. I don't know if i ever met someone i completely trusted or cared for enough to consider them anymore then a associate or acquaintance. I know I'm just rambling on again but i was just wondering, What do you consider a friend to be to you?
Zen quote: "Trying to live in two worlds is manageable, but overtime it becomes harder to tell which of them you truly belong to. This is the true misfortune of living in the Twilight."
ZenesisX- Thanks for reading