Heh, been busy...i know, you'd think summer would be the opposite, but ya right. But eh, it should get better this wk....not that i feel like changing much....

*sigh* It's been a year now since my dog passed away....and it hasnt gotten much better. Sure i can go about my day without thinking about it and acting all depressed....its just that when i do think about it, or when the pup reminds me so much of her.....well, it's just hard. A part of me died with her, and i'm still searching for it...an eternal search.

I just can't go back to the way things were before...to the way i was before, thats gone. Heh, and certainly my Grandmother's passing a couple of months after that was no help....so ya, definately still not even remotely back to the way i was. Just been watching tons of anime and reading...specially as of late...trying to just fill that gap...that void. Though i guess the best medicine to remedy that void is the pup....i dont know what i'd do without her.

Not really in the mood to make a grand blog...just to have to deal with the "html" from hell problems...so i'll just repost the vid i made for her and leave it at that. Cya all.

Oh ya, thanks again to those who voted for my design in the last blog (dantedones, MW, gad, logi...and whoever else who did but didnt comment). Lets hope it counts....i think it's announced the 8th or something.

Also, i'll include some quotes b/c you know how much of a sucker i am for quotes and things like that

"A pet is never truly forgotten until it is no longer remembered."- Lacie Petitto

"If I have any beliefs about immortality, it is that certain dogs I have known will go to heaven, and very, very few persons." -James Thurber 'Unknown' by Mary Frye (1932)

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you wake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die.

Eh, might as well....Never Let GO by Bryan Adams

Farewell to my dog to the song The Art of Letting Go by Mikaila

Ya, ya, i know...it's almost the end of the month, so why bother? Dunno really, guess i thought it was worth mentioning...specially since i havent been on much Summer is suppose to be a time to relax, but i find myself busier than normal....-_- Though on the plus side, the new Batman movie, The Dark Knight, came out. BOOYAH! I so wanna see it. Saw Gotham Knight (that tie-in anime short between the first and this movie) when it came out, so all set for it.

In any case, another reason for this blog was b/c i wanted to ask all you guys if you could please vote for a design i created for a contest so i can win....ya, i know, selfish of me....but i do want to win It's a shoe design contest and i, therefore designed a shoe that i thought would be cool, so if you would be ever so kind to vote for it, i'd be much obliged. Arigato gozaimasu Oh ya, the site is ryzwear and my shoe, if the pg doesnt change, the 2nd shoe from the 1st, the one called "Cool Dude", designed by 'cooldude613' (just one of my many online aliases)....though dont be confused, its not ordered as to which has the most/least votes, i think its when they were uploaded. All you need to do before voting is to register (under the sign-in box in the upper right corner there's a link that says "sign up"). So again, that's the "Cool Dude" shoe, so please vote for me....and help take that shoe to the market and beyondXD

National Ice cream Month

And now, the vender is open......choose from any flavor you want...any toppings you want....

for me i shall combine and (Chocolate Cookie Dough)*ignore the guy holding the cone* and (extra chocolate) to create the ultimate master piece.

Strawberry and Chocolate ice cream in a cone

Ice Cream Heaven

Happy 4th everyone!



Sorry the blogs late, just been having probs with the laptop....again....same as before i'm afraid-_- (which will explain for lack of material, just not really in the mood). In any case, probably gonna have to send it back again and get it repaired....there goes half a wk to a wk of comp use.....at least i've got the desktop...when i can get on...and when it's not a snails pace>_>

And wow, while searching for last yr's 4th blog, i saw my previous blog and had realized i had forgotten something about this month that i cant believe i did....it's NATIONAL ICE CREAM MONTH!! Booyah! I'll have to make a blog for it...

But enough with the melodrama, it's time to party and celebrate...wait, was that redundant?



And now for the music:

Tribute to Those Who have died protecting our Freedom

Real American

Proud to be an American by Jump 5

Proud to be an American by *name escapes me*

Cya!