Hows it goin' bbz? ;D

gad, everytime I look back on my blogs I wonder if I was ever like that really. Shocking.

I quite miss the banter of this site. I used to spend hours on it talking to peeps. I do still miss everyone. Hm.

Allthough, I'm starting to grow up. I remember back then when I was like "AWK NEVER GROWIN UP BBZ (yn)" but now it's a little bit nescessary that I do. What with fifth year ahead of me (potentially deciding my future for me!) and my new found social life and access to cash among other things I'm starting to realise that not only is it necessary to grow up but I want to.

Enough of the emotional **** Back to the banter bizzle ;D

I like how I said I was nu-rave in my last blog. I'm not. I'm indie. At least I got that right I suppose. But I'm the ecclectic end of the indie spectrum not the girls-dressing-like-grannies end. I used to be but I realised how utterly hideous I looked. I wear the bright colours, the geek glecs, the cardies, the skinnies, the plimsoles and the eccentric t-shirts and have the indie barnet.

I still keep in touch with some people I met on here btw. But I miss some of the people I lost contact with. But things happen and people change.

Also, something that's different from when I used to come on here, I'm more mature, less argumentative, calmer and overall I'm happier. I used to be all emotional on here and only really the sad part of being emotional. Now I'm at a point in my life where I'm happy with the choices I've made that led me here and I actually feel emotionally secure and yeah, I'm happy with the way my life's heading at the moment. :]

So hit me up cats! I want some banter again!

xxx