To all!

(The pictures do the most talking today.)

Tis my favorite holiday, Halloween. I don't have many plans though, cause I got lots of running around to do. But tonight will pry just watch old horror flicks.

Oh, on that YouTube problem I have, I was told pinups are no longer allowed. Bummer. That's where most of my subs come from. But when I am allowed back on the site, I shall take down my remaining Bettie shows, and replace my background on my page. Hopefully though, I am no kicked off before then, November 12.

But anyways, I wish you all...

Well, only for 2 weeks, but still.

This is in regards to "Bettie Page: The Bondage Queen." Because she was.

My Bettie Page shows are coming under scrutiny. My most popular show ever, that had over 150,000 views in only a year got removed for "sexually explicit content, or intending to be explicit." Newsflash: it was not! It was a tribute show. And it wasn't even hardcore. I can't believe this. Apparently, if this happens a third time, I think my whole account will be terminated. So, time to get a new email and a new screen name, just in case. I have 4 remaining Bettie shows left. Also, I love my screen name. I don't want a new one.

I'm not supplying porn to the masses. It is for the fans, and not all are dudes. This is so unfair. I can't even plead my case, or at least not until November 12. By then, the rest might be removed.

Perhaps it is because of the bondage theme, but if that is the case, my other shows all have that in it. However, I have no nudity, and try to stay away from that.

This just really bugs and worries me. It said I had my video flagged by a member of the community as inappropiate. It's bad enough I have teenage girls upset about a video I made 2 years ago. It's old news, and I try to stress that. Now, my most popular shows shall be under attack?

I wonder how many new accounts you can start. I already have another one, but can't remember my password. I never use it.

Well, in 2 weeks, we'll see what happens.

So Long & Good Night . . .

I had to get a slight hair cut Thursday, and my hair stylist asked me what I was going to be for Halloween. I said I don't know if I am going anything yet, maybe just stay home at watch scary stuff (which ain't that big of a deal, cause hell, I'll do that on XMas). Anyways, she said she thinks I should go as Lady Gaga. She's a huge fan of hers. She told me she was watching that clip of Lady G of when she was performing in that club when she was 20/21 and she thought we looked quite alike. She said to me, "Yeah, you two have a similar facial structure and body. All you'd need is a long blonde wig." Not to mention out there costumes and theatrical stage makeup.

Someone else told me I should be Elvira, Mistress of the Dark cause I have that look. Or Bettie Page (black hair). I have seen some Bettie costumes I liked. As for Elvira, that ain't a hard costume, but to get her chest would take experimenting. I could always be Vampira, but my waist isn't 22", unless I tightlace it down.

When I was a child, I always wanted to be a Victorian Vamp. But now vamps are so cliched cause of Twilight, and all the other vampire franchises. (FYI, I call vampires "vamps.") But looking at old Halloween pics of myself, when I was 11, I was Cleo. And in one pic, I had a very Theda Bara look. Before I had heard of Theda. Sweet. I found a pic from when I was 4 of me being a cat for Halloween. I might post that. I was Tricky before I had Tricky.

Theda would be a great costume. An Edwardian vamp. Without trying to be one.

Well, Halloween, my holiday, is a week away, and my mom suggests going to a party or bar. Or seeing Rocky Horror's midnight showing. Still deciding. I don't know if I shall. We'll see.

As for Jazz, I got a B+ on the performance midterm. 22/25. I wanted an A-, which would have been 23/25, so I was pretty close. I missed points for turning on the wrong foot. However, I couldn't help it cause we had to turn on the left foot, and I can't balance on it with my ankle still healing. I told her that, and telling a few people, they thought I should be given that point back. My main thing was that I didn't have arm movements exact and came in early at one part. But considering I couldn't do the damn performance on Tuesday, and knew exactly what I was doing Thursday, so that wa a vast improvement. She said though I had great attitude and made it my own. Oh, I also got a perfect score on the writtern portion. 20/20. So My total was 42/45, 93%, an A-. It doesn't work like that, but for me, it works.

Ooh, this was long. Sorry.

So Long & Good Night . . .