I am in such a bad mood lately. I really don't mean to be a whiner but all these illnesses that I have are starting to get me down. I suppose I shouldn't say "all" these illnesses but just "both" these illnesses. I know I've complained about the Multiple Sclerosis here before, but a month ago I was also diagnosed with Crohn's disease. So yippie I get to deal with two incurable diseases. Both are able to be "managed" with meds and whatnot, but the chance of me having a "normal" life is slim to none. Again let me appologize for being so negative about all this. Ineed a chance to complain and vent some of this anger and sadness. I guess what really pisses me of the most about all this is I will never be able to lead the kind of life I used to. I was actualy very active and a hard worker. Now I spend most of my time either on my computer writing blogs about how awful things are or playing my video games, and lets not forget the TV... plenty of that too.

On the other side of that coin there have been a few good things that have happened to me lately. I got hand controls installed on my car so I can drive again. It's been since september of '06 that I was able to drive. I am also one step closer to getting a mobility scooter. That all depends on the insurance company tho. The people that I have talked to there say things look good as far as them aproving the deal, it's just a matter of having to wait while they do the red tape process. And as we all know red tape really slows everything down, but.. whatever.. as long as it happens someday.