finally, school`s out. life has been even harder. SL19 would be over here right now if she wasn`t...dead. i`ve been hanging out with a bunch of people, but nothing`s the same. I visited her grave yesterday and put a bunch of hibiscus flowers on top of it. I put a note I always write in a bottle, made the sign of the cross and left, crying hysterically. Her grave is a couple blocks away from the beach. It was around 6 so everyone was gone. I sat there looking out into the ocean and just thinking, "Why do people do this?". It bothers me still. Well anyway, I have to go. I will write in a couple more weeks,months.

xoxo