.... even with the release of HBP. First, the general way of HBP was sad. *no spoilers!* But it affected me. I cried at the end.
Then I find out that my Great Grandma B is dying. She'll probably pass on in a few weeks. It is all very sad to me. I love my grandma dearly, and though I never was close to her, her near death is affecting me. And death in the family isn't even a new thing; my first experince with it was when I was 8 or 9. My Great Grandma Do Do, whom I was very close with, passed away. I still mourn her, and it has been a long time.
As if things can't get worse, I find out that my aunt possibly had a misscaraige. I really, really hope not. Right now she is going to the doctor's to find out. Our family is indeed low in spirits. Lucky, though, this is happening on opposite sides of the family, so no one is really depressed but me.
Anyways, I know that some of you here already know, but talking about it makes me feel much, much better. Thanks, guys for being there for me.
