Yeah, I think I may take a break from unions and stuff for a bit, at least maybe make some posts or check whats going on.

Why? Well, this week, has completely ****ed over sideways and made such a bloody mess of things for me.

For those of you that do read rants and stuff, Im sorry if you guys don't, I just feel so pissed it would only make me feel better if I could talk it over with friends and stuff, thats how things for me kinda work when Im annoyed.

Well then, for a start, I've never been quite the happiest person around, teachers want me to talk to a councillor because they think that Im unable to feel genuinely happy for people or myself when something does make me feel happy, because Im never happy for more than a few minutes on the same subject, only if Im constantly kept happy which games can do for me sometimes.

Im sure some of you have encountered a problem where your car or bike breaks down, well that happened to me twice this week, once on my bike, which is now fixed, and once on my college's bus when we went on a field trip. Ever tried pushing a bike for a mile? It ain't fun.

Im kinda being pressured to find a career choice so I can select some college courses next year which are relevant to it, thing is, I honestly don't know what to do and realistically won't reach what I've always wanted to do. So right now, the college pushing me to do that is just irritating. I wanted to see if there were flight engineers still in work with BA but its all done electronically now so its just 2 pilots rather than 2 and one engineer...gotta love technology when it takes your job options...

My 360 keeps crashing/freezing, and Im worried now, its an Elite and I paid for it and all the games on it and I can barely get a go on the thing because my mum supports that my bro should be able to play it when he wants to keep him quiet.

I got Bad Company and wow, so many noob snipers that can't headshot me and instead keep chipping away health. Im a demolition soldier, I got 10 kills in a row. With a shotgun alone. Died and came back then knifed 8 people in a row.
I don't need no sniper to kill people because I don't suck in close combat like snipers do and I don't need some pistol thats seriously overpowered.

This has also annoyed me a little. Its my birthday soon and its not just my dad who wants to say happy birthday this year and do something. Its a miracle, my mum wants to do something for me...and annoyingly it almost takes the mick so bad that she only does it now, that it almost makes me angry. And so does the fact that almost all my friends said "If you're gonna have a party, you will have a couple bottles of vodka for us each right? Or else I won't be assed coming." Yeah and I have a liver, I hate hospitals and having operations, so Im stuck because there isn't anything to do in the town nearby either...I've never really been happy on my birthday or christmas so if this one goes well, it'll be a first time in a long time that I enjoyed it.

My PC keeps shutting down and I'll be lucky if this blog gets up. Because my PC seems to have a pathetic fault of shutting itself down when it loads more than 3 programs for some reason....

Well Im definately seeing the college councillor again, dunno if it'll help me that much but yeah its why I've been off.

That is how crap my week alone has been. Allot of other stuff bugged me very badly last month and I swear some friends are ignoring me because I've had a bad week.

Just saying, don't expect as much activity as you usually get from me because right now, I just cannot be assed with people disagreeing and arguing with me especially because they think they can have an outrageous opinion because they're behind a computer screen.