SquintSquad10

Friday, Nov 23, 2007

Haha, not really.

But I am back! I know it's been ages since I've been on this site last, let alone post a blog. So I thought I'd check in and let everyone know that I'm still here! I've been busy with so much stuff, between school and soccer and just everything... but it seems I have a bit more free time now so I may be able to steal some time over here and check in with my favorite people! Whoo!

Just uploaded a B/B video onto YouTube, it's my first one ever, but I thought you guys might enjoy.

So don't forget about good ol' Dee, I'm still here, just not as often as I'd like.

Posted by SquintSquad10, 3:07pm

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Wednesday, Aug 29, 2007

Stupid Real Life

Real Life.

It sucks.

So, in my very few, glorious hours of free time, I thought I'd update my blog. Things are getting mighty hectic in the life of Dee, what with school starting on Wednesday, and soccer everyday -- I made the school team, yay! -- and just generally being swamped with everything. It's going to be hard to get on here a lot once school starts up, at least for the first few weeks, but I'll try and get on whenever I can and update my blog and check in with the BFU and such. I can't go that long without my beloved tvDOTcom!

Grrrr, stupid bugs, sorry about the picture guys! I'll try to put it up next blog if the site stops being so annoying!

Posted by SquintSquad10, 8:09pm

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Thursday, Aug 9, 2007

I Hate Bugs!

WOW has it been a while since I've last blogged! I'm thinking I should start something special, like OhB's list of hotties, or Kimmy's icons, or something. Ideas, anyone? I'm all for ideas! Anywho, I haven't been on a lotlately because I've been a little swamped with RL, stressed and all that...I'm putting the following in Spoiler tags, so that you don't have to read my personal sob stories if you don't want. Don't feel obligated, I'm just kind of in a rambling mood.

***SPOILER***

So, I broke up with my boyfriend last week. A lot of you all on here have become really close friends, and I think the only person I told about this was my Twinny, OhB, who made me feel LOADS better and was just a great friend, thanks R, love you sweetie! Anyways, I broke up with him. I just, with so many things going on in my life right now, I can't handle a boyfriend, too. I wouldn't have been a good girlfriend. And I was losing interest in him, and that's just not fair to him. He deserves someone who likes him just as much as he likes her, because he is such a sweet guy, and I didn't. So I knew I had to break up with him-- and I never knew anything could be so hard. I felt--I still feel--SO bad, because he is the sweetest guy, and liked me so much...and well, let's just say he didn't take the breakup too well. Like, really, really not well. He was being a real jerk about it. I always thought that if I were the one being broken up with, I'd be the one crying. And yet I was the one, after breaking up with him, sitting on my bed crying, eyes red and puffy and clutching a wad of kleenex like a lifesaver. Drowning my own tears. And the thing is, I honestly couldn't tell you why. Maybe I was -- am -- sad because he was a jerk about it. Maybe I wassad because I hurt him, and I never wanted to do that. I don't really know. You'd think that I wouldn't be the one who's hurt here, and yet, I am. It's gotten better, since I did it, which was about a week ago, a little less maybe. I don't feel as upset, because I know I did what I had to do, that breaking up with him was right, because he deserved more. Better. Better than I could give him. But...it still hurts. I'm a real romantic person, as a lot of you know, and it just...I always wanted the perfect storybook romance. I know I'm young, and I know you just have to wait, but I guess -- irrationally -- that's kind of what I expected. I know better now. But I really am doing a lot better, which is good. I just thought it was something I should share, saying as you guys here are like a second family to me.

Also, as a lot of you know, the Bugs on the site are getting pretty bad. I can't post pictures, not that I had any to post, and it currently won't let me onto the Bones forums--I'm really mad, and trying like hell to fix it. So, sorry for the absence, please PM and keep me informed about what is going on over there till I can figure this out! Grrr, stupid bugs!

Posted by SquintSquad10, 8:12pm

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